can’t stop thinking about “innocent” bf anton who finally shows you that he’s not so innocent and ruins ur little body >,<
𑣲 cw: size diff, choking mention, primal play if u squint, use of the word “bunny” as a pet name.
anton is just so sweet in general, his personality oozing with a certain softness that could make anybody feel safe. it wouldn’t matter if he towered over u, or was well built, he was well mannered too, and well behaved. it would be awhile before u saw the side of anton that pressed u into the mattress like u weighed nothing because u are everything. he’d take it slow, not wanting to scare u off, almost baiting u with slow, sensual circles on ur skin and sloppy, slobbery makeout sessions that went absolutely nowhere. he’d always tell u it was late, or that he should get u home, his slender fingers rubbing any smeared lip gloss off ur bottom lip in a way that made u ache. his voice was always gentle, just like the words he chose, and u knew u couldn’t say anything. u just had to agree with soft smiles and sweet nods despite the heat of moment and the tension that burned between u. he knew what he was doing though, and it would only be a matter of time before u saw the part of him that wasn’t just shy, but stern and strong too.
anything could stir those feelings up in him, really, that would make him surrender, whether u let one of his friends be a little too touchy with u or dressed in a way that left little to the imagination and he realized he didn’t want to just imagine it anymore. he’d scoop u up like he always did, tossing u over his shoulder and leaving his friends with a gruff goodbye that proved to be the start of his unwinding. adrenaline rushed through ur veins, ur chest constricting in shallow breaths of sandalwood and rain and soap and skin as ur nose dipped into the crook of his neck until he couldn’t hold onto u any longer, tossing u to the bed as soon as his door was shut and locked. it was almost primal, the way ur heart thumped rabidly in ur chest, like prey that had been cornered as he looked at u with those deep brown eyes, that never seemed to be so sharp, or so daunting, as they were right now, the dark color interlacing with his pupil in a way that would almost be frightening if it wasn’t ur anton. the sight would almost be enough to make u shy, his hands quick to cup ur chin before u could bury ur warm face in his pillow out of shame. “let me see u, bunny.” he’d murmur, caging u between his body and the mattress as he tilted ur head back just right. “much better.” he’d let his hand fall down to ur neck as he held ur gaze, his heavy thumb pressing against ur pulse point as it throbbed humiliatingly beneath him.
the obvious desire was it’s own special type of undressing, leaving u bare beneath him as he knew just how much his actions affected ur body. he wouldn’t be able to help but give u a little squeeze, his fingers tightening around the expanse of ur throat in a way that made ur eyes widen and ur breath catch amusingly. “so little,” he’d say barely above a whisper, like he didn’t even mean to say it at all, letting his thoughts out as they came, eyes on his hand and how it easily covered the entirety of ur neck. “everything is so little.”
he’d do this all the way down ur body, following every little dip of bone or curve of skin with his fingertips, leaving goosebumps in their wake. he’d push ur shirt aside to cup ur chest, the swell just big enough to fit beneath his palm. it looked wrong, but so right, like finally connecting the last few stray pieces of an one thousand piece puzzle that u swore u’d never finish because they just didn’t seem like they’d fit, but they did. his fingers were the same in a way, light determination lacing each boney digit as they worked their way in, undoing the parts of u that were kept guarded, and in turn unraveling himself. he always seemed hesitant, as if he wasn’t allowed to do whatever he did to u, like he didn’t deserve to have u in his hands, but tonight, he took. he had the same big brown eyes, the same messy black hair that stuck to his forehead in a way that shouldn’t be hot, but it was, because it was him, and this was him. so unfazed, so sure of himself, as u convulsed beneath him, as if it was normal to be so starved of him that ur body couldn’t hardly take what he gave fast enough, tightening around him like it was afraid u wouldn’t get a chance to eat again.
he was patient in a way that was borderline sadistic and brought tears to ur eyes before u even knew what it all meant. he’d kiss them away in a way u would remember, warm and familiar, his hand once heavy, felt solid and safe, all of his exertion paying off in wet effort, trickling down his wrist and onto trembling thighs. u didn’t think u could ever feel so fulfilled until he uses the slick to selfishly press inside with all the depth of his being. it was reasonably cruel, the way his breathing fanned hot over ur scorching skin, as ur body seized still, stretching forcibly to adapt to every inch of intrusion. each breath was dizzying, desperate swallows of oud woods creating more space than ever thought to be possible. “oh fuck, i’m sorry. i’m so sorry, bunny.” his voice trembled apologetically, as the water welling up in ur eyes reflected his own wolfish ones, and his teeth itched to inflict another form of depravity that would surely cause ur tears to spill over. “shhh, it’s okay, it’s okay. just take it for me.” he’d murmur against ur neck, sharp edges of teeth meeting soft expanses of skin through unnerving drags that made ur heart stutter and ur thighs spread subconsciously. his nails dug moon shaped indentations into ur flesh, holding u down just enough to make sure u couldn’t get away, as if he was ever escapable. u were caught, and u knew he wasn’t going to let u go anytime soon, not til he had his fill. not for hours into the night, when the quiet settles over the streets, and there isn’t a sound left for u to make.
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
kinda just took this in any direction i wanted to, but it was getting a bit long ໒꒰ྀི ˶> ˕ <˶꒱ྀི১ would u wanna see this explored more deeply? and how do we feel about bunny? it’s 100% self indulgent but i haven’t posted abt it before cuz ik it isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.. although when has that ever stopped me!!!!