#leech rambles

[mantitleech]

for a long long time since i began playing hades 2 i was genuinely convinced charon had a nose

i know i know sounds stupid as hell, because dude has more of a skull than a face in the first game, which yes i remembered, but i genuinely thought he grew a nose in the sequel. or got gifted one by nyx idk

now a bit of a long post ahead which yeah i will put a read more thingie hear to explain my bizarre thought process

so, how the hell did i even imagine he had a nose? Godd question, lets look at his sprite in hades 2

now, i put a comparison, left his sprite a right where i marked where exactly i saw and still see his damn nose and I just cannot unsee it. i just think the shading might be a bit weird and the angle, i mean it is the first time we see him on a 3/4th angle instead of facing us

but i was thinking more about this, hell, i even drew him with a nose and COMFIDENTLY posted it on here, while i was trying to figure out his whole face situation and the more frustrated i got, the more i realised I was in the wrong

and so i looked at the wiki, at all the images of him that were available of his face, to which i found his 3d model in the first hades, and no nose. sadly, nothing really for the second game, just his little sprite when you deepened his bond but here it was also clear, no nose

frankly i am embarassed a bit that i just posted my doodles of him on here WITH A NOSE with no further research about his whole face situation, but hey, people make mistakes, right?

and so does supergiant. tell me why there are barely any illustrations or merch stuff with him BRING ME MORE STUFF WITH MY WIFE SUPERGIANT PLEASE

anyway, i am embarassed of my doodles and maybe you also now see my delusions with his nose, but for now I will have to learn to draw his face again

properly this time.

[mantitleech]

do you sometimes work on something for too long and too much, having to fix shit all the time because you dont like it and then the end product is still utter shit

ugh, no post this week :[

[mantitleech]

Breaking news: local leech cant find the IVy sleep token armband they got from another fellow sleep token fan years ago

AND I AM ABOUT TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN WHERE THE FUCK IS IT

[mantitleech]

instead of wasting time on the godforsaken evil app that is tiktok every morning when I wake up or go to sleep I did decide to put it into writing, just tapping what I want into my notes app on my phone and essentially doing fanfic and if I get bored of that I go to tumblr instead and scroll here since I dont get assaulted with pure evil stupidity, unlike the other app

And I did notice that I am less in a foul mood these last couple of days, tiktok is just... exhausting. Yeah I still sometimes go there but I tear myself away from it atleast immediately so I dont get sucked into a spiral of despair and anger because of the shit I get shown

Anyway, gonna go back to writing fanfic

[mantitleech]

I really am trying to be productive, I do, drawing more and shit, but hades 2 is continously whispering in my ear to look at all these attractive people and beat some old gilfs ass 24/7 and what can I say those whispers are very persuasive

[redroom-rainbowguts]

Sometimes I wish the gay people in my phone were gay people in my house. Where I could give them snacks and blankets and hear the sound of their screams as I perform gay little experiments on them. And then we kiss.

[leeeeeeeeech]

Beetlejuice: Romance? Pftt disgusting. I prefer the cum n' go. I can't be tied down.

Cuts to him on the floor, in a pool of his own snot and tears as Hozier plays

[redroom-rainbowguts]

There are two wolves inside you:

One wants stories that show the slow atrophy of a moral code through a series of misfortune, so much that it leaves you agreeing they should be allowed to kill

And the other wants a story where someone is just fucked up for no reason. Born wrong. ABAB (Assigned bastard at birth) and making what everyone's problem