Bazz (botw) X F!Reader Fanfic Prompt #60 “I’ve never felt this way before and I’m terrified to be honest.”
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Bazz was working late. Anxious to go home, constantly working on reports and attending meetings. The dread of sleep was getting to him but he was stubborn. He lean forward on his desk and rested his face in his hands. "There's no time to sleep." He grumbled "I have to..." He let a yawn and stretched "get work done." His back cracked and pop as he relax back in his chair his body began to ache.
Bazz groans at the thought of not being able to sleep or get work done. His tired eyes eying the reports as he lift his hands to reach for his pen his body began to feel lighter than heavy again. His body was telling him enough was enough. It was time to rest. He sighed feeling limped. Looking at his couch he took a breath "Fuck it..." and lifted himself off his chair and headed to the couch to rest.
Plopping his body down it became heavy. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes drifting off to sleep. After some time so resting, he then felt something heavy on him right in the center of his chest. As he carefully moves his hands to feel what it was, he felt something soft and fluffy. He then heard a moan. He knew who this moan belong to for it was you lying right on him. He had a gentle smile on his face till the realization hit him like a rock.
Shooting upright holding onto you for dear life, you're awakened face pressed against his chest. "You? Why?" Bazz took a breath and sigh right into his hand while the other was holding you still. "You need to leave." He said flatly.
You looked up at him in shock "What!?"
"Please," Bazz spoke releasing you from his grasp. "I'm just exhausted. That is all."
"Bazz," You sat on his lap hand on his face and chest "You haven't been home for a long while to the point where it's a ghost house. I do not want to feel as if I am the cause for you being like this. But I believe that I am."
What!? Why would she? Bazz stared at (y/n). Mouth agape trying to find the words to tell her "It's not you. Truthfully, it's my own fault. I just don't." He pauses shifting his eyes away from her. "Please, may we speak of this at a later time?" His hands came to hold hers but you pulled away. The pain was illustrated all over your face. You were hurt. But why?
You were silent trying to hold back the tears but the pain began to hurt your chest. It aches and was beginning to burn. "Why don't we talk anymore." You spoke holding back your tears but fail to do so as some began to pour from your delicate face.
"I... I don't.." Bazz made several attempts to speak but all he could do was repeat himself and stuttering words. "I just... please (y/n), I'm exhausted and I would like to be alone."
"But I don't!" You raised your voice at him. His eyes widen, as tears fell down your face. "I don't want to be alone! I don't want to return home without you!" You sniffle and made an attempt to wipe your tears away but to no avail. "I love you Bazz. I love you so much yet." You began to hic unable to speak without sobbing. "You push me away all of a sudden. How can I believe that this doesn't have anything to do with me?"
You both fell to silence once again, as you look into his eyes to see if he had any answer to respond he closed his mouth and look away. Your heart broke, you felt heavy.
A great sadness has flooded your heart. A man that you fell in love with who has loved you back with more love even you could give was now pushing you away, avoiding you, not even daring to look at you in the eyes.
You got up and swiftly made your way out of his office. But before you exit through the doors you stood there, hands clasped together near your chest, you exhale and turn allowing your broken face to be revealed to him. "If you don't come home tonight Bazz, I'll leave you."
He swiftly turned his head to you, eyeing you as his face scrunched with anger, wanting to yell at you but you quickly silence him again.
"YOU ARE NEVER HOME. I'M TIRED OF LIVING THERE WITHOUT YOU. When you and I agreed to have a life together I expected to be with you but instead, you push me away! I understand that you have a duty of being captain of the domain but that is not an excuse to constantly ignore us! Bazz. You have a choice right now. and I'll... I'll hopefully hope your heart chooses the right one." Once you were done speaking from your heart you ran out of the door.
As you were running through the halls, you were trying your best to not crash into anything but then you were then lifted into bridal style. When you looked up at your capture it was Bazz. He was exhausted yet you could tell he was beyond angry. Not looking you in the eyes he carried you back to his office. You struggled to try to get out of his arms but he tighten his grasp his face continued to frown in anger. His razor-sharp teeth were now being revealed, he growled slightly as you try to get out of his hold but stop when you began to feel his chest rumble.
He was furious when you both made it back to his office. Shutting the door behind him locking it in the process. He glared down at you then looked at the couch. He made his way to the couch dropping you on it. He then moved his way on top of you and looked straight into your eyes. "I am exhausted, beyond tired, working tirelessly as the captain of this domain," He began to growl "I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY FIBER IN MY BODY AND I AM NOT ABOUT TO LET YOU WALK OUT ON ME. I LOVE YOU DAMN IT!! And I would kill anyone who would try to claim you."
Your puffy eyes widen and your cheeks began to blush. Bazz on the other was confident with what he said but after a while, it hit him what he said and he too with wide eyes began to blush.
"You would claim me?" You asked Bazz.
He was silent but after a while, he spoke, shyly "Yes, I would claim you... if you let me."
You both were silent once again but you spoke again, not wanting to be trapped in this tense space you soften your expression. "I would allow you, if you tell me, honestly, on why you keep avoiding us."
Bazz clasped his lips shut and allowed his eyes to drift away but you stopped him by having one of your hands on his cheek, looking at him with gentle eyes. "If I were to be truly honest with you, I'm scared," Your eyes widen once again, shocked to hear him say that he was scared. "I’ve never felt this way before and I’m terrified to be honest. I never really had anyone stay with me this long. It's probably the exhaustion causing the anxiety to peak this high in my mind but I have a gut-wrenching feeling that I know now that you would never use me... to leave me, for another."
You stared at him for what felt like hours, "You idiot." You then lean in kissing him right on the lips and he leans in as well. Loving you more and more.
This one has been on the burner for a long time and I just decided to say fuck it! This reading will take forever to get to Bazz. Sorry about that! But once we do get to Bazz you fuckin' know I'll be focusing on him. Again, so sorry! Enjoy this snippet! <- Click to read the whole thing on Ao3 Keep reading for the snippet.
Title: My Captain, Oh Captain
“I can’t believe this is happening!” You thought as you pack your warm clothing, extra papers, and a large jar of ink. “Oh, I’m gonna see the world! I’m gonna see all of Hyrule!” You then stop and chuckle to yourself “Okay maybe not all of Hyrule, but I’ll get a chance to leave this ice fortress!”
You walk or to say you happily skip on over to your bookshelf and skim your index finger on your little collection of books.
Picking out a beautiful royalty blue book. On the front cover, it had a beautiful sapphire in the middle connecting three moon crests pointing outward from each other.
“The symbol of father’s people…” Putting your index and middle finger on it, tracing out one of the moon crests. “I wish you could tell me more stories of your adventures again father.” Feeling sad and weak you didn’t feel the tears falling from your face to the book. “At least you’ll get a chance to see mine.... alongside with mother!” Wiping away your tears, no longer feeling down, you pack the book in your bag and made haste to the door.
“About time you came out of there, I was beginning to wonder if you chicken out.” Said the man sitting on a rock in your front lawn, wearing snow boots and a heavy coat. Despite it being heavy he was shivering. “Then again...” slowly that man began to stand up from his resting place ”ooooh... ouch... damn old back” he mutters to himself “let’s go before a snowstorm hit. It was hard getting here on foot but since we’ll be going down it’ll be easy, just don’t slip and watch your step as well.” He then smiled and started walking without you.
That man was your uncle; the nice one at least. “Uncle Zaro, if I may ask you a question but, how many days did it take to reach here?” You curiously ask tilting your head to the side; trying to see his face.
“Hmmmmm...” he scratches his beard tilting his head up slightly as if he was in deep thought. “I’m pretty sure it took me four hours to get here.”
“FOUR HOURS?! Really?!” You were shocked to hear this until you realize he was lying. Realizing this you started to pout. “Uncle, you really need to stop teasing me about this.”
“Pfft! GAH-HAHAHA! Oh (Y/N), sweetie you really need to realize that you live far away from everyone!” He was wheezing and laughing making you even more flustered with anger but, in a good way at least. “Who knows... I lost track on day six...” he then stop and stood in the snow. Feeling the cold breeze brush against your skin you could see your Uncle Zaro spacing out, looking out in the distance. “I still didn’t and now I will never understand why my sister came here.... was it the scenery.... was it the village.... the taste for adventure....” He then looked to the side, downward towards the snow, though the snow was bright it wouldn’t shine any light onto his face, revealing nothing. “Maybe she just wanted to be away from everyone.... including the whole world. Or.... maybe,” now looking at you, you could see the sadness in his eyes. “She couldn’t bear to lose someone else that she loves” Zaro just moments ago was smiling and laughing now he became heartbroken. He truly misses mother.
“You’re not the only one missing her.” You forced a smile but failed to keep the tears in your eyes. “Uncle Zaro... if only I convinced her that I could follow her to Lurelin Village. You wouldn’t-“ he then put his hand up and smiled.
“Let’s get off this death trap. Then we can talk more. Okay.” Even though he was smiling, he was hurting.
