#leniinero

[appareils-futiles]

[leniinero]

This man is so beautiful and it makes me mad. 🥲🥲

[cosmic-jacuzzi20]

THIS PAGE IS NO LONGER ACTIVE. IF YOU GET A FOLLOW FROM HERE, IT'S ME FROM MY NEW PAGE. JUST FOLLOW THAT ONE INSTEAD. PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW THIS PAGE. THANK YOU <3 LENIINERO.TUMBLR.COM LENIINERO.TUMBLR.COM LENIINERO.TUMBLR.COM LENIINERO.TUMBLR.COM

[appareils-futiles]

My job as a mom is to love you unconditionally. Not to judge, deceive, hurt, sway or hate. You are your own being, with your own heart, soul, mind, dreams, hopes and ideas. Yes, you will need discipline and lessons, we all do. I still do. And that's okay.

My job is to make sure that you're prepared as best you can be for when the day comes you fly out of the nest.

To be happy, healthy, educated and responsible. To be able to care for yourself. Its not me, running your life or having you live your life for me. Or me vicariously through you. Its all you..

My grandmother was an improvement on my great grandmother, my mother on my grandmother and me on my mother. The mitochondrial DNA is strong, its permanent. You are a better version of us, the further this DNA goes, the better it becomes. You are an improvement of the blueprints that made me, I am the manifestation of what my mother didn't accomplish, as she was her mother's etc.

You are mine. But you do not belong to me. You belong to the universe, for you are made of stars.

You are the new hope.

With each generation of women, We breathe not just a new life, but a new hope, a new being, a new vision, a better design.

The tears we cry in each generation, water the dirt the next will grow from and bloom out of the murky waters of life and hardships that you, my dear will grow out of to emerge into your own womanhood.

I am your mother, but also your living ancestor. I hold the home within me that carried you all those months, that watched you go from microscopic to fully formed. I have these arms that will hold you when you need them, scared, happy and every emotion in between. I have these legs that will climb up the steepest mountains and down the darkest paths, I have this voice that for you my daughter, will boom so loud, it will bring those mountains to their knees. these brown eyes with a tint of gold so rare it cannot be true to see you become everything your heart desires. A smile that beams brighter than the full moon for a new life, for at some point, you were the only other person that could feel the sync of my heart beat along with yours.

So to you. I offer the universe, because my sweet girl. It is indeed, yours for the taking.

~LeniiNero

[appareils-futiles]

2023 TB(H)R

to be (hopefully) read

I've made a list of books I hope to read in 2023, last year I made a longer list and finished about 8. My goodreads minimum was 20. This year, I've made my Goodreads 10 minimum, and hope to read more than 10. I've also added the non-reads of last year. Those with (*) I started reading and didnt finish before the end of the 2022.

Here's my hopefuls:

*1. Dune by: Frank Herbert

2. Dune Messiah by: Frank Herbert

*3. Crime & Punishment by: Fyodor Dostoyevsky

4. Marabou Stork Nightmares by: Irvine Welsh

5. On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by: Oceon Vuong

*6. Time Is A Mother by: Ocean Vuong

7. Of Human Bondage by: W. Somerset Maugham

8. Heartstopper Vol. 5 by: Alice Oseman

9. Tender Is The Night by: F. Scott Fitzgerald

*10. The Beautiful & The Damned by: F. Scott Fitzgerald

11. This Side of Paradise by: F. Scott Fitzgerald

12. The Bell Jar by: Sylvia Plath

*13. King Leopold's Ghost by: Adam Hochschild

14. 1984 by: George Orwell

*15. Veronica: The Autobiography of Veronica Lake by: Veronica Lake

16. The Complete Maus by: Art Spiegelman

17. War & Peace by: Leo Tolstoy

18. The Count of Monte Cristo by: Alexandre Dumas

19. Anna Karenina by: Anna Karenina

20. The Brothers Karamazov by: Fyodor Dostoyevsky

21. Don Quixote by: Miguel De Cervantes

22. Cocaine blues : a Phryne Fisher mystery (Book I) BY: Kerry Greenwood.

23. Flying Too High: A Phryne Fisher mystery (Book II) by: Kerry Greenwood.

24. Pride and Prejudice by: Jane Austen

25. Animal Farm by: George Orwell

26.  Gone With The Wind by: Margaret Mitchell

27.  Hamnet by Maggie O’ Farrell

28. Song of Achilles by: Madeline Miller

*29. REBECCA by: Daphne Du Maurier

30. Black Butler Vol. 6 by: Toboso Yana

31. Black Butler Vol. 7. By: Toboso Yana

32.  No Surrender: My 30 year War by: Hiroo Oonada.

*33. The Lonely Life by: Bette Davis

[appareils-futiles]

So I finally got to the infamous peach scene in CMBYN. And chileeee.....

I usually don't like books like this tbh because these aren't things I can even remotely relate to not even in fantasy.... and if it wasn't for Chloe/Timothée I probably wouldn't of picked it up but I can say no other book since The English Patient/The End of The Affair combo has gotten me this emotional.

If you liked either of those books, you'll LOVE CMBYN. I promise. 🤞

I havent finished it yet and I'm Most definately going to finish the fan book and see the movie

But.....

[leniinero]

Get the low-down on 100+ iconic literary works! You'll be one well-read balla.

@macrolit Have you checked out Thug Notes on Youtube? Hilarious summaries of Classic Literature. I think you’d like it. :) **Get the low-down on 100+ iconic literary works! You'll be one well-read balla.

[leniinero]

SideBar

30.07.21

Last  year at the height of my Machine Gun Kelly fangirling, I created a group chat on IG and met some really nice ladies. Some have left but the core still remains. Then one fake heffa deleted the whole chat. We were soooo mad but we started anew. After a few name changes we decided on ‘’Lace Up: 2008-2019’’ for the new chat  due to Colson selling his soul to the Hollywood machine.

Today. It’s the end of the era, we’d talk about more than Colson on the chat, we’d share memes, stories and personal issues etc. Yet when I post, only one person responds, so it’s like….why am I not just writing to her instead? ::eyeroll:: They are sweet girls but with Colson being well….fake and this PR stunt it’s too much for me and it makes me feel like real life friendships where I’m always the odd one out and no one in the group really talks to me or wants to hear what i have to say/suggest etc. Better off alone to be honest. In real life and off. Nothing but love for the ladies of the chat. But I cant.