1. ... About my previous post- in DMs here I get an endless number of questions, many of which are repeated over, over and over. In this post I will answer one of them (which I tried to avoid answering on), namely, "how did I find out about Hugh Richard's real account for the first time?"... (in order not to post the avatar from his account here, I decided to post another cropped photo)...
Well, maybe it was the universe which pranked me, but I personally blame instagram in it (which gave me "my personal self-confidence tax") - 2 years ago in March, when I (from my normal instagram) followed some interesting accounts about novels, films and my favorite fairy tale, instagram persistently highlighted his account in the category "you might also like" for several days ...
I know, you all will laugh at me but I really didn't know who he was when I first saw his real "secret" account - and I might hear a lot of negativity now - but my world didn't revolve around the UK - everything I knew then about this country was: London, horses, the Queen, William and Kate, Harry and Meghan, Big Ben, Sherlock Holmes- that's all. What else? Characters from comedy movies and stereotypes about snobbery and swagger - but such concepts as "duke" and so on —> honestly, I thought it was smth like the word "mammoth" - came from history pages or from novels. I just did not pay my attention to the fact that all these titles still exist...
2. ... I grew up in the country where I was taught tolerance to people and respect to differences of opinion (the emphasis was on talent and good actions, not on origin). When i was a child, my mother always said: "do not immediately judge a person after his first word, action. Take a closer look, analyze the circumstances, try to understand the situation, but, most importantly, pay special attention to the presence or absence of good actions: does this person help people or animals? Does he take care about nature?"...
3. ...So after his "such a special first impression" (which many of you call "typical Hughie's iCad mood" and following the unbreakable rule "me, family, friends and no one else"), I wondered - "what's the worst should have happened to the guy (from this insta avatar) in his life that he has reacted on me in that way!?". After all, the girl in Internet conversation will not be able to bite him or to freeze his credit card with a glance ...
4. ...Only later I realized who he was (when I helped my mother to prepare a lesson about coronovirus and people whom helped scientists in covid-19 researching. One of my friends sent me an article about his donation and I recognized this shape of the skull, the shape of the eyes and shining ears)...
And, after reading articles about him, I felt very sorry for him ... After all, in the World where no one will give you a glass of water without money, it is very difficult to believe that your soul is interesting for anyone ...
And I realized that his mental health ( at that moment) was a reflection of the condition which the newspapers and "well-wishers" made him to stuck in... And I felt sorry for him even more ...
5. ...Then some of you talked about his swagger and self-doubt, others hinted on his "specific orientation"; still others talked about his promiscuous, sending me abuses and sarcastic comments with screenshots about his likes, unlikes, photos, subscriptions and other "little caprices" ...
Many of you told me stories from his adult life and childhood in DMs here and I understood - why he was the way he appeared before me that days ...
But! I saw his kind actions towards children and people and realized that kindness really lives in his heart and his behavior is just a defensive mask...
6. ...And this my account is my try to show the love which lives in my heart...
I hope that my posts and kind words will gradually cure all the wounds of his soul and he will see the warmth of my soul... And now I really admire him ! :)
the main Fairy of this Garden 🌹🦁