The fact that she is driven to women… it’s in her core, they trigger her so much, they drive her to emotions, but due to her utter bigotry she spent her life in, she was taught that strong emotions are weakness, these feelings are dangerous, blasphemous, wrong, traitorous. If that’s not thirst for blood, if that’s not anger. Girls make her feel so much, all the feelings keep her in agony in her room, her chest is so full it hurts, but it’s ok as long as it’s anger, everything is pure, morally correct, and she is not a “traitor”