#lesbianramble

[lesbian-rambler]

The hardest thing

Being in a throuple/triad can be a struggle, especially when you've entered into a relationship with an already established engaged couple. That's not the hardest part though. The hardest part isn't that there's three of us, it isn't that we're all over thinkers and at least two of us have mental health problems, the hardest part isn't that we can't be completely open around our family about us. The hardest thing is that I live away from them, I have to wait till the weekend to see them and when one of them is having a bad day or is ill and all I want to do is snuggle down in a blanket fort watching movies with them, make it better for them and I can't. It hurts and it sucks and I'm sat there just hoping that tomorrow they will feel better, hoping that they know if I could be there I would be.

[lesbian-rambler]

Our families know now

So on Wednesday both of my girls took the jump and told their families about me. I'd already met two of Princess's family so I knew they were close to telling them and they had said all along they didn't care if every one knew.

For me it was slightly different, my parents had a hard time with my sexuality let alone being told I was with two girls. However because we've been discussing our future and how we see this relationship going, for example, moving in together is a very high possibility. I decided to take the leap and tell my parents, that happened yesterday and they reacted as well as could be expected.

I've still got my parents house to go back to, they don't and won't accept it, they doubt it's a long term thing. However I'm an adult who will make their own decisions and if I'm happy they can't say much.

All I know is I'm glad I had my girls to go to, I drove up and stayed with them. Cuddled together watching Disney. Their support and encouragement has lead me to be the person I want to be with no hidden secrets and I'm so happy and relieved. I love my girls more than anything in this world.