Even the coldest people can have the warmest hearts.
WARNINGS: Death mentions (minor), mild swearing, fighting,gay carl, rarl (mentions).
Parings: Enid/Badass!femalereader, Carl/Ron
Y/N walked into her room after a run she went on with her best friend Carl. She isn't the typical kind of girl I should say. She stood at 5'7, is 16 years young, has tattoos running down her arms to her fingers, has a tongue piercing, a nose ring, an eyebrow ring, and a Monroe piercing. Her hair is a jet black, and she always wears, black ripped up mom jeans, a nirvana tee (that was almost likely never washed, black combat boots, an oversized black open flannel, and she had light brown freckles running across her cheeks and nose. She had never liked boys, she found that out when she was about 13. Her mom and dad were hard core Christians , so they kicked her out and she started a new life by herself with a girlfriend of her own.
~5 month time skip~
A few months into her 'new life' the outbreak occurred. Y/N and Alicia were frantically packing their shit and loading up their truck. They didn't know what the fuck was going on, but they didn't want to die. They were too young. Y/N gripped the steering wheel until her knuckles went white. "Babe, calm down. Everything's gonna be alright." Alicia reassured her while she rested her hand on her girlfriend's thigh. "How the hell do you know, hmm? For all I know we could fucking be blown to bits." The town was going to get bombed in about 2 hours so they had to fucking relocate pretty fuckin' quick here. They had to make a stop as they reached a huge line of cars on the highway. "Shit! Fucking fuck!" Y/N screamed in rage as she hit the dashboard repeatedly. Alicia just decided to let Y/N handle the situation how she wanted to handle it. They began to see explosions in the distance and they got out of the truck. Y/N and Alicia ran up to get a closer look. They were terrified of what they were witnessing. Y/N just grabbed Alicia and hugged her, just hugged her and cried.
~Present day, 5 months later in Alexandria~
Y/N was in the woods stabbing a tree. Her chest felt all bubbly and weird every time she was around this certain girl. That girl's name was Enid. She just needed to get away for a bit so Y/N and Carl-her best friend- went for a walk. "Y/N!!!! Where are we going??? Why are we walking so far. We have been walking for literally 800 minutes!!!" Carl whined. "Come on crybaby. Hop on my back." Carl out his knife in his holster and jumped up on her back. They walked for what seemed like 20 minutes until Y/N stopped and nudged Carl to wake him up. "What's up??"He asked confused. "Get off. Let's sit and read for a bit." Carl just nodded and put down his backpack and sat beside Y/N. Their friendship was so strong, they would take a bullet for each other really. Carl began to read out of one of his comic books as he lay his head on Y/N's shoulder. "So how's the boyfriend?" Y/N asked as she was reading also. Ron was Carl's boyfriend of 3 months. Carl is gay, and everybody is so happy for him and Ron. " Actually he's wonderful. He does so many nice things for me, he loves me, and he takes care of me." "Awe looks like baby Grimes is in love." Y/N mocked jokingly. Carl just pouted and dug some cookies out of his backpack. He placed one if the palm of Y'N's hand and they both began to read in nice silence.
Carl and Y/N were about to head back until Y/N grabbed Carl's arm and made him sit down in front of her. "What's wrong Y/N?" He asked getting worried for his best friend. "I know that I'm gonna probably got to hell for telling you this but i really need to get this off my chest. I like Enid. As a matter of fact, I might be fucking in love with her actually." Carl smiled so widely it could brighten up anyone's day in an instant. "OMG OMG OMG!!!!! Y/N! THIS IS SO GREAT!" Carl tackled Y/N in a hug. They sat back up and began to walk back to Alexandria. As the were entering the gate Carl stopped Y/N. "But you should know that she's dating this new boy named, Mikey, I think." Y/N was in pure rage at that moment hearing the words "Mikey" and "Boyfriend". Just when she was about to go fucking insane Carl spotted Ron and ran up to him. "RONNIE! Y/N LOVES ENID!" Y/N was blushed red over her light brown freckles. They walked up to Y/N, "Wow, I'm happy for you Y/N, You should go and tell her how you feel." Ron said joyfully. She wanted to so fucking bad, but she couldn't with that Mikey kid in the way of it. Carl hugged his tall best friend and started to walk off with Ron. Y/N needs to fuck that Mickey kid up for ruining things for her and Enid.
Y/N walked into Enid's house without knocking and spotted Mikey alone on her couch reading. "Hey. Y/N." He greeted politely. Y/N didn't even bother saying hi back, she went up and grabbed him off the couch. She threw him outside Enid's home and started to punch him hard. "What the fuck!" Mikey flipped Y/N over so he was on top of her and started to punch her. She kicked him off and continued to punch him back until he just lay there and took it, trying to land a few punches. Rick, Michonne, carl and ron all noticed the fight and ran to break the too up. "Y/N! Y/N! Stop!" Rick yelled and grabbed her by her waist trying to pull her off Mikey. But the 5 foot 7 girl continued to kick at Mikey as she was pulled off. Michonne pulled Mikey off also. Ron and Carl just stood and watched in shock. Mikey and Y/N both stood up brushing themselves off. Y/N had a bloody nose and a black eye. Mikey had a bloody nose, possible bruised sides and stomach, and a small cut on his cheek. They shared death glares at each other for a few seconds, that is until Enid came out of her home worried and scared. She ran up to Mikey checking him and not even noticing Y/N. Y/N's heart breaks knowing she can probably never even be with Enid. "What the hell is wrong with you?!" Enid yelled into Y/N's face, looking up at her while doing so. Y/n's heart was hurting and she couldn't feel worse. She didn't even speak to Enid, she just pushed past her and grabbed her knife off from the ground. She ignored the calls from Rick, and Carl and she keeps walking. She doesn't know where she's going but she just needs to get the hell away. She found a spot under a tree farther away from Alexandria and she sat there stabbing a tree with her knife. "Y/N?" a softer voice called. Y/N turned and looked over her shoulder to find a gun to Enid's head with tears in her eyes. Y/N was never the one to cry, but she did.
