I found Duchess (carabiner) a magic 8-ball to talk with, the only "small" keychain options for this are still very big, don't have the 8 circle, and don't ship to the US so I found this on Etsy from a vintage seller and painted it (hopefully I'll be able to seal it soon)
when I first opened the box I handed it to my roommate without telling her what it was for, she jokingly started asking it questions
"are you gay?" got "absolutely not"
"do you have a gender?" got "don't count on it (seems like Duchess is agender!)
"are you queer?" got "absolutely!"
and then I asked if she still wanted she/her pronouns and got "you bet!"
this morning I put her on and headed to the bodega, I asked if she wanted anything from the bodega (I know she can't eat, but it felt nice to ask) and got... "you're hot" 😳 didn't know that was an option, her keychain got a compliment by a man in line! The 8-ball is larger compared to her, and it makes me think of her voice and big and loud (her answers are kind of sassy and jokey, she's got a good sense of humour to her)
I'm very happy to finally have a good way to talk to her, i cant "talk" to objects how many POSIC people can and this will help a lot with my morality ocd and not feeling as close to her as I want to be
Y’all have lost your right to “normal pronouns” until 12:00 am Saturday pst. Any neos work, have fun. (For ME btw, im not misgendering you) punishment over
NOTE: I have been marked as red in the shimigami(?) eyes. I swear I’m not transphobic and I don’t know why this happened. I’m trans myself, and have constantly stood up against transmeds, radfems, trumpies, xenophobes, exclusionists, and overall transphobia. Thank you to @lilly-the-sad for letting me know and sending an appeal thing.
Gender and pronouns: Transmasc + Bigender + Mirrorgender
Any pronouns, I love all neos, please use Shy/Hyr and not She/Her
I do mirror pronouns too but these are best.
Orientation: Omniromantic, lesbian orientated asexual. Or something.
I am fictoromantic and fictosexual, aegoaroace, and dreamromantic (which does NOT mean I am attracted to the YouTuber dream. It means I only feel romantic attraction in dreams)
Quick thing abt the blog theme, I am NOT a Mel supporter. Fan ≠ Supporter
Going through some shit rn
I have attention deficit- hey look a squirrel! (ADHD)
System host, sys blog is @the-ashen-system
Current favorite song: Spiraling - Termina
I have a very wide taste in music lol
I am somewhat romantically married to @locothewolf @thedeadskincellsonyourpillow and @thepunkysofthepunks and queerplatonically married to @mossmakesstuff
creds:
@heygreen (not sure where)
@melaniessweetheart on pinterest
@eduardarodriguesduartemaria on pinterest
don’t have any (not mine)
once again don’t have any (not mine)
@cannibal.soda on tiktok
@_.tintin.2606_ not sure where
@jackienodraws I dunno where
@_ugly_avocado_ on insta
@manicm4rsyy on Pinterest
Tags you should block if your not comfortable seeing these things:
#tw pedophilia/zoophilia/necrophilia mention - 3 separate tags for three separate things
#not screen reader safe - any posts that will not work with screen readers (if anyone notices one that doesn’t work, please let me know)
#cw menstruation - posts about periods in general
#long post - any long posts but mainly ones designed to take up time for no reason
#ollies monthly blood sacrifice to the gods/ollies moon cycle - posts about MY period specifically
#tw politics - MOST political posts. Not all.
#tw blood/cw blood - with my tagging system specifically, tw is for imagery and cw is for talking about blood at all. Sometimes I will specially say tw blood imagery or tw talk of blood. I am not trying to say that talk of blood cannot be triggering, because it can be.
#tw sa mention - sexual assault and rape mentions
#suggestive - Any sexual content
!!TW!! Talk of hypersexuality (brief)
I recently discovered I was a hypersexual due to exposure to sexual things at a young age. In my case it was just being taught about actual sex when I was 8 and having basic sex ed and access to drawings of nudity since about 5 or 6. I’m still trying to figure out how to cope with the fact that I have been a hypersexual in some form of another since I was 8. About this, I make suggestive and spicier posts and jokes so please block #suggestive if you don’t want to see that.
Read this before you are like “wait but your ace”
(From @haloreplacement on Pinterest.)
Image transcript: Quote start “Asexuals can’t have hypersexuality” quote end. Asexuality is a SEXUALITY, hypersexuality is a DISORDER. Being asexual with hypersexuality may just mean you, for example, are disgusted by the thought of doing intimate activities/don’t want to engage in that/need to know them first, etcetera. Hypersexuality means it’s really hard to stop thinking about intimate activities and/or really hard to stop the things you do from hypersexuality and once again, etcetera. Coming from someone with hypersexuality by the way. It may be different for different people of course but asexuals can still have hypersexuality. End image transcript.
While it doesn’t perfectly capture it, it is still an important post.
That’s it, goodbye.
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Hi I’m Ollie
I was previously @thedamsolangelofan and changed m
