It's funny as you get older you put the obstacles in the way from you and your heart.only realizing that you want to go back when your lost.'its funny as you also get older the people who should have mattered the most show that they shouldn't of mattered as much. We bend only to feel like we have broken yet we snap back to the place where we should have been all along.in us in our hearts with love. So if God is within us our heart why not be mad at the only one who got you sad? Yourself. Your creating happiness. Be happy. Just like he was happy when he made you. Don't give up on yourself, it's not over yet.