2nd Anniversary
It's already two years now. Since the last day we met. Since the last day you hurt me so damn much. Well, people are right. When they list the 10 things men should know about women. And one of it says..
Love : First love for women is the most deep and genuine.
Yes you are my first love. Even though we were never been together. Even though you will never be by my side. Even though you won't shed my tear.
You stay too deep in my heart. Even I already let you go. But cause of you I don't have the strength to open my heart again. It's not mean I want you back. No! I will never. But what we had together one time ago, I wish you really know how my heart beats.
Anang sang 'Separuh Jiwaku Pergi'. It's so true it was 'Memang Indah Semua.. Tapi Berakhir Luka..' Why should 'Kau Main Hati.. Dengan Sedarmu.. Kau Tinggal Aku..'? It really hurt me when 'Kau Dustakan Semua.. Yang Kita Bina.. Kau Hancurkan Semua..' You know how I feel so true when I said 'Benar Ku Mencintaimu..' But why you did this to me? 'Benar Ku Mencintaimu.. Tapi Tak Begini.. KauKhianati Aku.. Kau Curangi Aku..'
I am so regret when half of my heart hurts cause I gave it to you. If only I knew you'll break it into half. If I knew you'll make me an OKU. I swear I won't even look at you!
But everything are our past.
It's not now. But I'll open my heart someday. I will! Even he'll only get just another half of my heart. I hope he sincerely accepting me. Wish he is the missing piece of my puzzle. Only hope he's the one who will recover my heart to grow back to be one again. InsyaAllah.
Amin.