losing my grip, losing my mind
pairing: maedhros / reader
summary: staying with maitimo and his family for a week of celebration, your evening activities in his room have to be kept quiet. of course, this is easier said than done
content: explicit 18+ only, gender-neutral afab reader. pegging (surely valinor has sex toys), multiple orgasms, dirty talk, praise kink, breeding kink, dom/sub dynamics if you squint, face sitting, unrealistic stamina but who cares none of you are here for realism, elvish terms of endearment I made the fuck up.
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“Maitimo,” you whisper, lips brushing against his ear. He shudders against you, back nearly arching as his movement has you grinding deeper into him. “Shhh, shhh, hush ruinincë.”
He whines softly, his breathing stuttering as you grind into him, pressing up against that spot inside of him that you know drives him crazy.
“You have to be quiet, love,” you whisper again, pressing a kiss just underneath his jaw. It wouldn't do to have anyone else hear the two of you, when you were meant to be in your own room down the hall.
You can feel his pulse fluttering against your lips as you start to press in deeper, and deeper still, moving in and out so slowly until he’s fully taken you to the hilt.
His mouth falls open in a silent cry as you grind into him again, hitting that spot with much more accuracy at such a depth and angle. The way his breath catches, as he tries to keep from making noise, tries to keep composure, nearly has you losing yours.
You pull fully out, and then push back in, and he lets out the filthiest choked out sigh. You have to press your lips to his shoulder to stifle your own gasp.
“That’s it,” you praise, kissing along his freckled skin as you move in, and out. “Taking me so well.”
It’s easy to repeat the lines he’s used on you before, when you’ve been teary eyed and stretched out on his cock. You wonder if the weight of what you’re fucking him with now feels anything like he does to you - you hope so. You hope it stretches and fills him so well he couldn’t possibly want for more.
He whimpers again, catching his voice on what would be much louder if he could let himself, and you feel almost lightheaded with arousal and want.
You want to fuck him brainless, like he’s fucked you time and time again, to make a mess of him on your cock. You want to pull pretty noises from him, make him gasp and make punched out sounds he has to muffle because he just can’t help himself.
“God, you look so good,” you say, kissing desperately along the expanse of his shoulders and throat, as you slowly build a tempo. He shudders, and presses back against you, legs spreading slightly as if asking for more. And then you try something else, a little of an exaggeration for how you cannot truly feel how tight he squeezes - “You feel so good, Mai.”
He lets out a low noise at that, pressing his forehead against his forearms, red hair spilling down to hide his face. You follow him further down, pressing your chest firmly against his back as you piston your hips, finding a stronger rhythm.
It takes a moment to get a good angle with enough drive behind it, but once you do, you hear him gasp, feel him tense, and you lose yourself in it. Fucking him harder, desperate for his desperation.
His gasps start coming out a little louder, his eyes going glassy as you fuck him stupid, cock dragging in and out of him and hitting that spot inside of him every other thrust.
“Come on, melda,” you murmur against his skin, fingers digging into his hips. “You have to stay quiet. You can stay quiet for me, can’t you?”
And you don’t know if it’s from a feeling of generosity or cruelty, you just know it’s a desperate want that has you wrapping your hand around his cock as you grind in deep enough for him to feel you in the back of his throat. He slaps a hand over his mouth as you squeeze, fucking him at a steady pace with your hand fisting his cock. He presses against his lips hard, but he can’t hold his breath as you fuck it out of him, so it still slips past his fingers. Muffled cries and pleas he tries so desperately to bite back.
“God, you take me so well,” you say, and he could cry for how much it all is. You can tell he's getting close as he tenses underneath you, his breathing coming out in shorter gasps. “You're taking me so well when I’m fucking you so hard, fucking you so full-“
He makes a choked out noise and tenses, and before he can stop himself, he comes hard. Shooting out all over his chest and your hand, nearly forgetting to keep his own hand over his mouth until he hears himself cry out. He bites down into the meat of his palm, chest heaving as he tries to stay quiet.
You fuck him through it, stroking his cock until he shivers from the stimulation and grinding into him until he’s spent, teary eyed and gasping underneath you.
You give him a moment to catch his breath, making yourself stay still as you wonder if you had been a little more stimulated, you could have found your own release from just watching him.
“Did that really get you, love?” You ask, lips again finding purchase against his skin. Connecting his freckles and moles with kisses, physically reassuring him as he comes down despite the way your words tease.
You don't get an answer, so you grind into him again, pressing hard against that spot inside, and he takes a shuddered gasp. “Did that get you? Talking about fucking you nice and full?“
He shudders again, almost to his own dismay, and you watch in wonder as his body reacts.
“Do you wish I could come inside you?” You ask, rolling your hips again, reaching a hand out to hold his. He takes it gladly, twining your fingers together as his other hand falls from his mouth.
“Melda-“ he whispers, and you don’t know if it’s a plea for mercy or for more, but it certainly isn’t the word to stop, so you ignore him.
“Do you?” He shudders as you fuck into him again, pleasure lighting up along an overstimulated nervous system. “I’m talking to you, Maitimo, use your words.”
His cock twitches, still half hard in your hand, as he gasps out, “Yes.”
“Do you wish I could fuck you full, like you fuck me?” You let go of his cock to press him harder into the sheets, your other hand holding his like a lifeline. “I bet you’d take it so well, fucked nice and full until you’re just dripping.“
It’s obscene, it's an impossible fantasy, but it has him keening under your touch, going glossy eyed, so you find that rhythm again, fucking in and out as if you could actually breed him.
“Please,” he gasps out, shuddering, “god, please-“
“You'd love that, wouldn't you? To be fucked stupid on my cock, over and over again. For me to fuck you full, until it takes-“
And he comes again, in record time, all over his chest and the sheets. Almost entirely untouched, you think, feeling nearly lightheaded with arousal. You push forward and pull him back, kissing him with a desperation he matches twice over.
You wind down again, knowing better than to push any further now that he’s spent, his orgasm wracking through him like nothing else you’ve ever seen.
“Fuck,” he whispers, his voice ragged as you move to kiss down his throat.
“You're so good for me,” you praise between kisses as he winds down. "So good." With each kiss, each deep breath, he comes back to himself a little more, until you can slide out of him with little more than a shudder.
He twists suddenly, turning from underneath you to face you, and it's only his hands holding you steady that keep you from losing balance on your knees. In the next moment, he's using his grasp to tug you closer towards him, fingers digging into your waist as he lays back fully and pulls you towards his face.
There's only a moment of frustration as he struggles with the latches and straps of the harness, before he manages to pull it off of you and give you the attention you've been lacking.
It doesn't take long at all for you to finish with surprising intensity on his tongue, muffling your own sounds with both of your hands as he holds you in place by your thighs. You had been close to the edge already, just from the mess you had made him.
He only lets you go once you start tapping at his arm, overwhelmed and spent. Relenting, he relaxes his hold on you, pressing kisses to the inside of your thigh as you lift yourself up and catch your breath.
“That’s it,” he whispers. “You did such a good job.”
You smile as you move back down his body, thighs shaking from the effort. “I should be telling you this, you know,” you say, putting your weight down on his hips. He really had been good for you.
You lift your hand up to brush back a sweaty strand of hair from his forehead, tucking it carefully behind his ear. “In fact, we should both be getting up to a nice bath right now.”
He hums, not inclined to move at all. “Perhaps.”
You huff out a laugh, and lean down to give him a kiss. You can taste yourself on his tongue, and it makes you wish you had the energy to start all over again. “Come on - I’m used to getting fucked like that, you are not. Or do you want to walk at all tomorrow?”
-
It’s Findekáno - because of course it’s Findekáno - who wakes you up far too early in the morning, and sees the two of you laying together before you leave to your own room. He barges in without knocking and scares both you and Maitimo half to death.
“Mai, have you - don't shout, it’s just me - have you still got those pearl earrings I lent you last year?”
“Findekáno,” Maitimo says, his voice still scratchy with sleep, “out.”
Findekáno raises an eyebrow, and looks to you. “Is he always this grumpy in the morning?”
“Out.”
Findekáno backs further back into the hall, but doesn’t close the door. “Is this about the two of you bedding each other? Because I already know, it’s hardly a secret.”
Maitimo blinks. You don’t dare to say a word, watching this play out. “What do you mean, hardly a secret?”
“Well, I know you well, cousin of mine, and I doubt you would bring 'just a friend' home for a week. Besides,“ Findekáno grins, a gleam in his eye, “I think that being next door to you last night has been rather illuminating. Really, I thought they had told you to be quiet, Maitimo, you couldn’t -“
Findekáno has to duck the pillow his cousin throws, cackling madly. You bury your head into your hands, and decide you’re never going to see the light of the trees again, for you’re never going to move from this spot right here out of sheer mortification.
“I don’t care, Mai, I just - would you quit throwing things! - I just want those earrings back, for tonight’s feast-“
“Out,” Maitimo commands, and Findekáno wisely closes the door, though his snickers can be heard down the hall.














