Aug 16, 2021
Just seek light and freedom and don’t delve too deeply into the mire of the world.
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Just seek light and freedom and don’t delve too deeply into the mire of the world.
A Plump Binomial
(Citation: Letter 56, to Susan Dickinson, 9 October 1851.)
(Direct quotation: "I fancy you very often descending to the schoolroom with a plump Binomial Theorem...")
Letter #56: The Fever
Dear Ohio,
I've got the fever.
And I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I HATE IT!
Whenever I meet a woman that I find interesting (attractive, good head on her shoulders, committed to her relationship with God, family oriented, etc), thoughts of marriage come rushing in.
I don't even know this girl! Why am I thinking so far ahead?!
For this season in my life, I know that I am supposed to be single. I have many things that God wants me to focus on before even looking at woman. I want to be able to meet a woman and not even think about the future. I want to be so enthralled in my work that I don't notice if someone likes me or not...for right now at least.
That might sound crazy to you, but...
Previously, I have let myself get distracted by women too many times and it wrecked so many of my goals. I have this internal itch to want to be with someone and I need help ignoring it...just for now.
I catch feelings like babies catch colds, FAST.
Sometimes I want to be this stone cold guy who doesn't feel anything, but that would take away from the honestly that people say they love about my music. I know God made me like this for a reason, so I'm praying for acceptance and wisdom about it.
I love to love and to be loved.
So, maybe the right kind of love will keep me focused on my goals and push me towards the success that I see for myself. I know that I have a lot of growing to do before I meet her, so I just want to stay really focused on me until then.
I have always had someone...
So this is a great time in my life for me to be single. I'm learning a lot about myself , like the fact that I don't like being single and I let myself be distracted by 'love,' to name a few. I just want to stop looking at every woman as a potential wife!
Pray for me to take.it.SLOW!
...Like elderly woman crossing the street with a walker on a cold day slow
....or Figuring out if Obama won Florida slow
.... or waiting for the change Sam Cooke promised slow
I hope you live before you die,
Antoine