#lgtb problems

[fugitoidkry]

So my parents are in France...

So my parents are in Paris (France), to visit some relatives of my father, and the third day of their stay this is what happened:

They were traveling on the subway when a lesbian couple boarded in the same wagon as them. The couple hugged and kissed from time to time while they laughed. The thing is that in that wagon were a bunch (offuckingassholes) of teens (blacks and whites) around fifteen and seventeen. Well, so one of them immediately noticed the couple when he saw them kissing and began to scream. My mom and my dad know nothing of french (even if my dad has french’ family and my mom only knows a few words that she remembers from high school. Basics things), but it wasn't entirely necessary (ya know, insults are a universal language): the guy started to yell things like “connard” or “ fils de pute”  and if they were not ashamed to do “that” in public. They were kissing, nothing more. And hugging and laughing. 

But the girls continued kissing and laughing. Even one of them made a obscene gesture with her finge to them. But then one of this teens said sth that my mom didn’t understand and he spat on the floor of the wagon. And then they left the wagon. So one of the girls got angry (like really mad) and started to yell to them and kicking the door of the wagon while the other girl cried a lot. So my dad approached the girl who cried and gave her a kleenex while trying to settle her down with mumbling a bunch of words in english as he could. And my mom approached to the other girl and in a really bad french said something like  “très bien” while the girl thanked her.

When my parents and this couple left the wagon and they parted, my mom started to cry because she felt so usless because she didn’t know french or she didn’t do something to help her. Because she said to my dad that if she had been in Spain and saw something like this, she had not been controlled and had shouted to defend them. Because she thought about me, in a future, dating my girlfriend and some morons insulting at us. And she was mad and sad because she never saw something like this (and she has many gays friends since her teens). And she didn’t understand why the people who were in the wagon and could speak french did nothing to help them. In fact, they looked away or concentrated in their phones.

So yeah, what a beautiful world.

[iancele]

CONFESSIONS

There's a boy I like, he's the one I dream of. Looks into, my eyes. Takes me to the clouds above. but how will i know if he loves me back? 

[rebel-bunny]

I think I know why I haven't started my transition into becoming male. I'm scared. I'm scared of the fact that my family might excomunicate me. I'm scared that people who say they are my friends, will push me away and treat me like garbage. I'm scared that I would never find anyone who would accept me. I know that people in my position say that it shouldn't matter what others say or think, but it really does. What if a job that I get in the future doesn't give me a job there because they don't want to "send the wrong message"? What others say, affect your whole life. Sometimes being lgbt affects things. You can't get sevice at certain places, or a job, and we are going to (no matter hiw many laws are passed) fqce discrimination for the rest of our natural lives. Me being scared might be irrational at times, but it should be understood that I'm scared for my own safety. And I would also like to point out that when people say "it gets better" its a lie. It really is. People have been telling me that for years and the fire only burns worse. The water only gets deeper. And the wind only gets colder. Things are better at times, but they will never stay that way. All good things have to end. Always. So please, I don't want this to seem like a put down post. This is just my little rant that will only be blown away, but know that I am here. If you're scared as well, I'm here. I hope that maybe I touches base with someone. The only thing that I can say right now is, Cut cake not wrists and your life is worth something so please don't pull the plug.