Not trying to be sarcastic, I need to vent and I don’t know where to go for this. Basically, I got three huge loans. I get relief and will pay 75% of them off by November. But it’s getting to November. The reason I got these was because my mother in law was in the hospital, my husband’s rich ass family didn’t want to cover the bills so my husband had to on top of his bills and our groceries. My MIL and family drama later we are finally at a place where we have our heads slightly above water, I feel better and am doing better. But we are in the final stretch before November, I’m not worried about October, I’m going to cancel my subscriptions until after the first week of November. What I’m worried about is this month, even though, I have a lot of help from friends and my husband, with the main bills I have, I will still be short to pay the last bill by $3 dollars. I’m working so hard to have faith that I will find a way to get those three dollars. So I can make that payment. I’m just scared (very scared) that I won’t get those three dollars on time. My family is not able to help because they have their own things to do this month. I’m really hoping that I can get this figured out. My husband is stepping it up and paying more bills, mostly because he is in a position to do so. I’m also working and I’m hoping I make some extra tips to have those three dollars. If I get the three dollars and everything works out, I will be so great and in the clear to help my husband with some of his other bills he’s trying to pay off. I want to get rid of my debts and finally be free so I can enjoy time with my husband. I know I will figure it out, I’m not asking for help, I just needed to vent. If you are able to help and want to, that would be super but not the reason I made this post.