here comes the big life update: i will be extremely busy starting in the month of june and i won’t have a lot of time to post fics. the reason you may ask? YA GIRL CAN FINALLY ANNOUNCE: A BITCH GOT INTO GRAD SCHOOL AND IS STARTING HER PROGRAM IN JUNE!! <3 i’ll be pursuing a masters in education + a teacher’s credential + will be student teaching at the same time so all of my focus will be on this intensive one year program!! i’m so scared but excited at the same time.
with that being said, i have a lot of works in progress and i adore them all. i keep switching from one to the other so i wanted to see which one y’all are most excited to read so i can finish that fic first!
pls let me know via this google form!
summaries for my upcoming wips are below the cut.
(note: all too well is not included in this because it’s a collab fic! met gala!johnny is not included in this because it is a smut fic. i want all my readers to vote.)
HESITATE: figure skater!jaehyun [oneshot]
SYNOPSIS. The many times Jeong Jaehyun hesitated in life and the two times he didn’t.
— or alternatively, in which Jaehyun realized that throughout the years as a pairs skater, the only constant he had in his crazy athletic life was you. He would never hesitate to say that the person who kept him going for so long was and always will be you. Jaehyun would never hesitate in admitting his love for you and as you complete your last short program together before retiring, he was determined to do it every day of his life.
GENRE. fluff, romance, slight angst, figure skating!au, winter olympics!au, friends to lovers!au, exes to lovers!au
WITH YOU: best friend!mark [4 part mini-series]
SYNOPSIS. There are many things Mark Lee wants to do with you. He wants to walk you home. He wants to dive into the deep blue sea with you. He wants to go on a drive with you at his side. But mostly, this crazy, head over heels in love boy just wants to make it with you.
(IT’S NICE) TO HAVE A FRIEND: fake boyfriend!jeno [4-5 part mini series]
SYNOPSIS. Best friends since childhood just don’t become lovers overnight. Sometimes, there are speed bumps along the way. Your life has two speed bumps. One is that you are secretly in love with Jeno who is smitten with someone else, more specifically, your pretty roommate. And the other is that he asked you to be his fake girlfriend in order to gain your roommate’s attention. No other sane person would say yes to a situation like this but then again, you weren’t sane, to begin with. In situations like this, you wonder how much of a fool you were for going through with this plan. In situations like this, Lee Jeno thinks it’s quite nice to have a friend like you.
SOMETHING ABOUT THE SUNSHINE: celebrity!mark [oneshot]
SYNOPSIS. It’s been years since Mark Lee has become a household name and as much as the overnight sensation enjoyed being a recording artist, he misses the days when he could just be a normal person. Mark Lee is also a celebrity you could care less about. You are tired of seeing his face on the news, hearing his voice on the radio, and hearing his name coming out of someone’s lips. But someway, somehow, life (a.k.a Lee Donghyuck) found a way for you to meet.
GENRE. starstruck!au, celebrity!au, strangers-to-enemies-to-lovers!au, fluff, comedy, coming of age (?), slice of life (?), fake dating!au, secret identity!au
january has just been insanely busy!! and long… i’ve been moving apartments which has been so unbelievably exhausting. alas, it’s finally settling down now. it’s been a lot of early mornings at the old apartment followed immediately by having to go to work. other than that i’ve finally managed to get in contact with a therapist after over a year of avoiding it.. and i’ve been prescribed anti anxiety meds and will hopefully be able to fix my atrocious sleeping habits 🧍 2026 really is the year i’m #fixingmyself. and! i’ve started volonteering at a womens center for a few hours a month, which honestly.. Life Changing and so inspiring and wonderful. i’ve been desperately needing something else to focus on other than work and it’s been so fulfilling :~) + i’ve slowly… very slowly.. started dating again… which is fun and exciting and horrible all at the same time lmao.. my life has been a bit dormant ever since my big bad breakup with my abusive ex in 2022, and then things got a lot worse in 2024 when my dad died lol. im turnings things around and it’s been very good 🫶
Not related to academia but i'm really happy that I am actually making new friends!!!!!
I used to hang out almost exclusively with my school friends, but after everyone moved to other countries to study, I was left pratically alone here in my city. And I was never someone who would easily become friends with new people. I'm not shy, nor I dislike meeting new people, it's just very very rare for me to get closer to someone unless there's this spark of like "omg you totally understand me". A couple of my school friends stayed in our city so I got to hang out with them a lot, and it was really good, I love them. But I missed having lots of friends, like I used to.
Then I met a guy through one of my school friends and he and I got along so well! We hang out all the time, becoming friends with him was definetly one of the best things that happened this year. With him it was the "omg we share the same braincell" spark, that's how we've become close friends so fast.
The newest challenge that I got this year was making friends in college. For 1 year and 6 months, classes were online and thus it was quite impossible to make friends. I did get to know a couple of people who were super nice with me, but we didnt talk much (and I only saw them for the first time irl like 6 months ago!!!). But then this year in person classes started again and being in an actual classroom with other people was so different from the last two years! And even though I was secretly eager to talk to the other students, it took me a while to feel comfortable socializing with them. They are all really nice people, though!!! The thing is, there are only two girls including me in the philosophy classes I'm taking, and the rest are boys and men. I am friends with lots of boys, but there's this sisterhood things that makes us girls hang close to each other, for support or wathever. Anyways, this girl and I started talking and I saw she seemed to be really nice. Although she had a completely different style and likings from me, she was super open to everything, and I got each day more comfortable with her. I started considering her as a friend, but we only would meet at uni. Then I decided I would invite her to my birthday party, even tho we weren't that close, and it was a good thing to do! We got closer and today was the first time we hung out outside of uni together!! It made me so happy to go out with a new friend, talk to them and have fun outside of uni!! Yesterday we were talking about the weather and cheering the comeback of the sun, then I said "We could go to the beach together one of these days." and she was actually excited with the idea and so we went to the beach today and spent the afternoon there, gossiping, sunbathing and laughing, and having fun!!!! Then we had lunch in a nice restaurant and I went back home but I couldn't stop thinking about how happy I was that I had a new friend to hang out with!!!!!!!
like its usually drawing. sometimes im playing vidgames and i dont eat for a while. usually whenever i take a break i remember that im rly hungry but then i look and all we have to eat is like popcorn and bread and condiments. and oatmeal no one wants to eat oatmeal when its hot outside and in florida thats like 90% of the entire year
Yo I'm gonna be okay. And I've got prom tomorrow, going single, only one other single gal in my group of 26 but I'm gonna have fun and look pretty because my dress is beautiful and I'll have flowers in my hair!!! Im gonna dance my ass off and be happy I went because I'm gonna be okay
