#life yapping

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I have recently discovered i kinda cap out on homework/studying per day at like, 3-4 hours straight of it. mostly cause that's when i start getting pretty hungry and i know once i eat I'm not gonna wanna go back to doing work

we have been pretty successful in fixing my sleep schedule! i'm learning my body likes 8hours of sleep minimum but I can function pretty well on at least 7, under that and i start not doing well oops. I would like to at least be getting into bed before midnight and I am re-implementing "tidy time" which is just like me giving myself an hour away from any screens to tidy up (picking up clothes, putting away and washing the dishes, putting away stuff i got out during the day, etc.) And then any time left over goes to crafting or if I'm tired I can just go to bed. And unfortunately not sleeping with my phone in my bed did really help, eugh.

I've been working on like, vlogging me making the black sapphire cookie crochet doll! I think I can write up a vague guide to Mr. Shmilkums rn actually.

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Trying out making yogurt for the first time.

May my Armenian ancestors guide me,,,

Literally trying to get into making yogurt cause I’m getting tired of paying $1-2 per personal serving of yogurt when a half gallon of milk at Aldi is like $1.50 if that. Also I think it’d be fun,,

[smoochie150]

Forcing myself to make and drink a protein shake because I know my loved ones would probably be upset to learn all I’ve consumed today was:

- Caesar salad (which was incredibly delicious and seems to be the only thing I can consistently eat rn lmao)

- a blueberry muffin

- Gay ass latte (a local amaretto latte)

- a personal pizza (which very delicious but not enough food for the whole day)

Also I will admit that thinking about how nice pure vanilla cookie would be to me is helping. Gotta be mentally unwell to get mentally well 👍

Also like, can one having an eating disorder without realizing it at all? Is it normal to hate eating???? Is that not a thing people feel?

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Night 2 of trying to fix my sleep schedule so I wake up at at least 8am (the dream dream is like 6 or 7am but 8 is good for rn)

I am successfully sleep like 2 hours earlier than yesterday which is kinda funny cause I made myself get up 2 hours earlier today

As for what I did night 1 into day 1 of this I just set my alarm for 8am, falling asleep at like 2:30-3am and woke up then and got up as soon as I could and went on walk