q&a 32: what do i want to achieve?
I want to find the connection between the spiritual world and the physical world. I want to be able to explain invisible things using visible means/evidences.
in order to do that, i have to study life - human life. to study human life, i have to study human physiology and pathology. i especially have to study everything and anything about the human brain. eventually i know that i will find my answers when i fix my eyes on the skies. but before i fix my eyes on the skies, i have to understand what i have to understand, as the foundation, for deeper further and broader understanding above and beyond.
it takes a lot. and i might not get all my questions answered. but i believe if i persist, i will at least get more than 50% of my questions answered because i deserve it. i am aware that there are many forces in the air trying to mislead me or use me. that's why i have to STUDY.
if one understands my pain having all the spiritual connections but woke up found myself existing as a physical being in a world that i do not belong, one would understand what i am doing here...
nothing i am doing is for a career now. during the course i might become a neurosurgeon, a psychiatrist, an astronaut, etc. if that happens, they are just side-effects of my studying/searching, not the ultimate goal of my academia pursuit.