The year will finally end in almost a day time. Looking back, I could say that this has been one of the toughest years I’ve ever encountered. It was when I got to experience taking my thesis and internship at the same time (which is indeed hell). Not to mention, this year witnessed the moments where I had a series of breakdowns. I also graduated in college in this freakin year, which only meant i was about to welcome the adulting stage people have warned me about. I had gotten to try pushing myself in different companies (altho it’s only two). Then, girl just got lucky and was able to be accepted in one of those. Working isn’t what I expected it to be. I didn’t even stand a chance to choose a schedule that would be convenient for me. I guess that’s just how it really works, not everything will be in my favour. 2017 gave me so much to remember. I was able to know people more, meet new friends, and also, LOSE them. It has always been scary to me to lose someone I really love. It still hurts me to realize that they are no longer the same person I used to know and that they exist in my life no more. That feeling sucks and it sucks more than anything. I hope that there will be no more people leaving me in 2018. I am deadass tired of wondering what has gone wrong that made them go away. I tend to question everything, yes, even myself. I wish we’d all realize that it’s important to stick around even in the most hellish and worst time. I do appreciate those people who have been with me throughout the year and I seriously don’t know where I’d be today without their help, knowing my weaknesses. This year has got to be the best-worst year so far! I do not have any regrets for whatever happened in the past 364 days. I have loved each moments and they will always be kept in my heart. ❤ Cheers to 2018!