Life for me is getting so hard
I am currently applying for a job where I can use the skills I am best at. I really love programming, I love it when I create something that can make a difference. I love it when people appreciate what I did. I love it when I help ease people jobs. But right now, I am no where to be found. I dont have any experience or proof that I am more than just an average programmer. I just know that I can be one of the bests. I just need a job where I can showcase my skills and make a difference. I need a job where I can be "Manny Gonzales" as one of the bests. But no one would hire me. I just got out of a job where I was demotivated by the tension and stress and thr accusations. And now I am nothing. Just a burden in the family. Useless boyfriend. Useless person. 😭