Aug 2, 2019
we’ve come a long way my love..
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we’ve come a long way my love..
rant
I need kyle to come home. I miss him and all but I'm so sex deprived. like how do you go from having sex everyday to no sex at all. ugh.
I've tried so hard to make friends here. I don't know what it is about coming from a small town where everyone knows everyone, but I miss it. I come to this crazy city where everyone is rude, no one can just make conversation anymore or just simply smile as we pass each other in the isles at target. It literally makes me so depressed to be here.
If it wasn't for work and having to make constant interaction with people because of my job, I probably wouldn't have any human contact with anyone besides my son and husband. You get thrown completely out of your element when you're tossed into a city where you no absolutely NO ONE.
It also doesn't help that the friend I did try to make, who was a couple years older than me so she always gave me advice, just turned around completely went psycho on me.
I have not met one older military wife that isn't a complete bitch. They all have some major stick up their ass due to their HUSBANDS (note: I said husbands, not wives) haven been in longer. It's ridiculous.
I did have a little bit of hope put back in this town for me though, but an act of kindness from one of the girls I know who babysat my son the nigh my husband and I attended the Christmas party. She didn't want my money, any of it. She had dealt with my son for over 3 hours, and still had to drive home, and didn't want my money. She told me "from one military wife to the other, I don't want it".
I almost cried.
No one understands how that little act of kindness helped.
It's not the fact I work two jobs, my husband has a shitty schedule thanks to the military, and I have an 8 mo old. It's not the fact we're not "rich" but we're not struggling either.
It's the fact she did it out of the kindness of her heart, just because she could. Now why aren't there more people like that in this world anymore?
14 Months and Counting <3
Today marks 14 months with my boyfriend, Marques, 8 months being long distance. Although we were not physically beside each other, we had a great weekend together <3 He asked my parents for my hand in marriage and they approved! Engagement coming soon? :D We also spent the majority of today on the phone and FaceTiming. He makes me laugh so much. Talking to him reminds me that an incredibly bright future is coming my way <3 I cannot wait to start the rest of our lives together. I absolutely love him.
Engagement photo from a while ago!
Headed to see CJ in 4 hours :D ahhhhhh im so excited I can't sleep!!! I'm just gonna work on the packing I procrastinated on, clean a little bit & then get all pretty for him and head to the airport:)