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Meet Light Ink! Brought to you by weird dreams. -He fights Dark Error

I don't have much to say tonight, and I don't have any pieces prepared for the new year, so I'm just going to talk. I hope you don't mind.

Hello again.

Sometimes I imagine you are listening. I don't know who you are, but I speak out to you none-the-less.

Truth be told, I miss you. I miss your presence and I miss feeling you.

I could see you, feel you, breathe you.

Nights like these I sit.

I think.

I have questions unanswered, a blank screen, and a silent phone.

Nothing new, nothing old.

Nothing said, nothing told.

I think a lot about consequences.

If there's one thing I learned from/since my infancy, it's everything has consequences, and you should expect them. Whether good or bad, they're always there.

..and..

There are also thoughts I shouldn't be thinking.

You know what they are.

The darker parts of me.

The pool in which no light can permeate.

There are so many things I wish I could say,

wish I could express.

But for every desire born,

a word is stolen.

Like a thief in the night, they were gone.

Am I any less without my words?

No.

Do I feel anyless?

Yes.

'Tis a shame, 'tis unfortunate.

This new year brought me life, but with a toll to pay.

In exchange for my wishes, it asked for my words.

It told me,

"Here, I give you everything you want, everything you write about. On the condition, you will not write while you have what you want.

How can you write of it when it is in your possession. There is no need, and there is no reason.

You can keep it as long as you want.

But can you truly live without it?

Yes, I am testing you."

So life came and knocked me off my feet.

Eventually,

I hope,

my passions will come by and pick me back up.

I inadvertently made a trade.

Speculation and desire,

for experience.

But there has to be a balance. I hope I find it.

Soon.

-L.

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