#like clouds

[cesium-sheep]

TnT the last of the bernat pipsqueak stripes in lullaby that I was considering maybe getting yesterday because I feel like these two skeins won’t be enough for my blanket is gone now, waaaaaah

[date-a-girl-who]

Date a girl who has an afro

[fisgon-fisgon]

I HAVE IT. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I NEED IN MY LIFE. CLOUD SHAPED LAMPS :0

[thangnhoc583]

Some People Are Like Clouds When They Disappear It's A Beautiful Day

[autumnrose40]

"When you have a day of bad headspace, a day of your brain saying you should die or you suck and no one likes you, find the things in life you love, find the beauty in things no matter how small or big. Look for those little tiny things that make you smile, and then keeping finding those things and grasp them and never let go, your brain can be mean as hell to you, but it can be wonderful too, find the good things, even in the darkness, there is light no matter how small it is."

[uberrapidash]

I wonder if depression works like a sprained ankle or pulled rib, or something. Like once it happens the first time, it’s all too easy for it to happen again if you’re not SUPER careful. That’s what it feels like to me. I fell deep once, and now if I’m not being super vigilant it just. It just slips right back on in there. Like. I didn’t have all these problems years ago, if you go back far enough. I wish I could go back to how I was before I got depressed. Having energy without having to precisely time sleep patterns, without having to ration my daily tasks to make sure I get done what needs to be done before I run out of the energy to do them. I would say, eating nothing but crap and feeling fine but I don’t really want that. But how did I do that, though? Is it just an age thing? Was I thriving on my piss poor diet just because I was a teenager?

I feel like. A snapped rubber band that I keep trying to super glue back together so that it can function as a rubber band again, but it keeps snapping again. It will never be useful again. No matter how many times you try to repair. It will just keep breaking.

[keepraining]

05/08/2015