I'm very eager to read your works - Story/ comments/ life updates. You have a way with words which strikes me deep. The way you communicate astounds me. I'm happy that you exist and respond. Take care.
Awww, thank you 💜 I'm very flattered! Especially about the comments and life updates and such. I never expected people to be so interested in those because, well, I'm just me, you know? And I don't find myself or my own thoughts very interesting, probably because I spend every day living with them 😆
But I put a lot of effort into how I communicate, yes. I think it's a side effect of being so focused on details? And also a desire to just... give people my time and attention? I know it might sound cliché, but I think a lot of us could benefit from slowing down and taking the time to talk and listen to the people around us more often. I may be part hermit, but even I know what a gift human interaction is and so I want to show it the respect it deserves, as often as I can.
That said, I am a bit, uh, not all there right now. I have gallstones (which... I might not have mentioned before?) and they've been acting up A LOT lately. Like, three times in four days despite me not eating anything inappropriate. It's been rough.
Because that means I haven't been able to sleep or eat normally for almost a week now and that just puts everything else out of whack, too. So I'm back to having exhaustion fevers because that's what lack of sleep does to me. And I'm currently on a diet mostly consisting of oatmeal and toast which, as you can probably guess, does nothing in terms of giving me the energy to actually recover.
Fun times.
BUT I was able to get a hold of the right people at the hospital today and I have a consultation on the 15th of May to discuss possible surgery. So that's something? We'll see if they'll agree to remove these goddamn stones sometime soon.
Anyhow! Thank you so, so much for caring and for wanting to read about silly little old me. I'm happy that you exist, too! Take care, darling! 💜