Mar 12, 2018
#i sure do love talking#to my dad and like thinking about how awful my childhood was#like id#im really desensitized to my own upbringing#and how ba d it was in some aspects#but like i put some extra thought into it sometimes#and realize how bad it was#like to me it seems so normal#but really its not#and idk i never talk about it#i never open up about it#i dont think ive ever completely opened up to someone about some of my trauma#not even my best friend#she knows almos t everything#bc she was there for a lot#but shes the only one#the only single person on this planet#idk i just#i never realize how emotionally closed off i am#until i think about how little i share abou t myself with people i care about#how hard that is for me#im not even like upset abt it rn#??#idk i just wanna talk#to someone#part of me wants someone to know all of that about me
