this just being insane like okay i guess...
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this just being insane like okay i guess...
being a big bad buddie is just as much all about epic highs as it is about epic lows. but when we win, we win so big and so violently that i really don’t know what to do with myself
how does being indian and transgender even work like what am i supposed to do here
Pot kettle is my mizurui thesis, like not to toot my own horn but I might be a once in a generation level genius for that. No but really I still like it a lot and it condenses my thoughts about them in a way I straight up don’t know if I’ve managed to do again since. Rui expressing his concern and want to know Mizuki like a neutral observation of her behaviour instead of actually saying what he wants from or for her, their hands clinging to the wire fence close but not touching, Mizuki smiling and laughing even though she doesn’t find it funny doing exactly what he says she does and partially just to spite him for saying it at all, thinking back to middle school and Rui doing the same thing putting up a barrier keeping anyone including Mizuki from getting too close by smothering anything he feels in the company of others under a smile, calling out Rui’s hypocrisy and establishing them as fundamentally similar in a shockingly sincere way before drawing a line by placing that in the past implying the Rui of now is someone different than the him she sees herself in, like their sameness and therefore the basis of their relationship is over so it’s only natural for Mizuki to keep the distance because she could never reach him anyway, only for Rui to do literally the exact thing she’s doing and he did by smiling despite that hurting, and then using that and ignoring Mizuki’s attempt to place them in the past by reestablishing them as a pair, that even if they just smile and ignore the things unspoken and never cross the distance they are inseparably connected so long as they’re two of a kind, fakeass fucking smiles. Like god yeah that’s the vision.
i get my "gravity falls fandom has been resurrected out of the blue for a fifth time" news from my activity feed because suddenly people are wildly liking every single stancest post they can find and thats how I know we're back at it again
Weird getting diagnosed with a chronic illness. Weird to think this is gonna be the rest of my life from here on out.
how going through life feels like waiting for the day season 5 drops