Nov 17, 2017
DON'T SLEEP ON on the fact that chuck has been ready to die since he was 16 years old !!!
#all his talk about '' wanting a life '' after pitfall is so goddamn true#cause he's#never actually HAD one !!! !#his whole life !! has been dedicated to the ppdc !!#he knows Nothing Else !! !#and yet even tho he WANTS a life#wants to LIVE#wants to be the actual 20 year old kid that he fucking IS !!!#he's lowkey accepted that dying young is a Very Big Possibility#and it's most#likely what#is gonna happen#( what DID happen )#because he knows#and he HAS known since he first signed up for the jaeger academy#that in this new world they live in jaeger pilots just....#they don't Live Long#there's no guarantee that he'll live to see his next birthday or new year#like ...#every time striker is sent to fight a kaiju he knew there was a chance#he wasn't going to come back#and sure ... he's Arrogant and cocky#he knows he's the Best because he fucking is and he's proven it over and over#and he knows that w herc's help he CAN take on a kaiju and he CAN win#but it's still there#the subtle acceptance .... the lowkey ' i know and it's okay '#chuck hansen wants to live and laugh and be happy more than anything#but dont for a second think this boy hasn't accepted the fact that he's had death breathing down his neck since he was a goddamn teenager#01. * A BOY WHO KNEW NOTHING BUT THE LIFE OF A SOLDIER. / META.