Shade
In between
Panic attacks and breakdowns
I could get some work done
I couldn't remember tomorrow's sun
Is it scheduled to come out?
How do you know everything is ok?
I left no space for anxiety
So I asked myself
Why do you do this to me
Who are we fighting for?
What difference are we making
Just through putting myself in more pain
And as I laid
My body would shake
I curled up in a ball because my legs wouldn't calm
There were twitches on my face
I clenched my teeth till they ached
My fingers wouldn't let go of my hair
Please don't give me so much blame
I haven't sat in peace for one day
Have a cup of tea with me
Let me tell you that
At this bay we are all safe
And it sounds so cliche but
Everyone has made mistakes but
The pain eventually goes away when
The scars start to fade and
You'll be wide awake
I see the clouds today but look again
See the dancing snowflakes
