#lil rainbow

[asteriasdaydream]

suddenly thought about you today and hopped back on tumblr to say hi~ hope you have been well and safe till now! — 🌈🌈

Hi lil rainbow ~

I've missed you so much. Thank you for thinking about me. I hope you've been doing well <3 lots of love from me

[asteriasdaydream]

hello! this is lil rainbow! not sure if you still remember me >< hope you have been well all these times! havent been on tumblr for monthsssss and it seems like many changed! take good care of yourself and stay safe always! im still around xx — 🌈

Oh my god I’ve been thinking about you for the longest time!! I’ve been okay for the most part, I hope you’re doing well! I’m so happy to see you again lil rainbow... please take care ❤️

[hakuteeth]

[asteriasdaydream]

HI KIRSTY a week+ late but i hope you had the happiest new year!! i read kairos a while back but i didnt send you a message :( but im so glad youre back!! 💞 your writings never disappoint me or probably anyone! just look at lde im so happy for you it hit 1000 notes! kinda made me think about how i started sending lil messages since lde, commenting on the cliffhangers😂, and i had my notifications on for you for lde! im so proud of you and you are doing amazing sweetie 😂💗💗 love you ❣️❣️— 🌈🌈

Lil Rainbow 😭💖, thank you! I hope you’ve had an amazing start to the new year. I’m happy you’re satisfied with kairos! I’m not good with the sexy stuff but if everybody is happy then I’m happy 😚.

Aaah LDE will always be my baby. I still feel sad that it’s over. I really do miss writing it. And yes, you’ve been with me for so long! I appreciate you so much! You probably don’t miss the cliffhangers though, especially since I took long to update even back then 😅😅

I hope you’ve been doing well! I love you 💕 🥰 🌈 x

[asteriasdaydream]

hello baby!! i have been gone from tumblr for so long i missed out on all your update sorry about that TT BUT how have you been doing!! glad that you are back from your hiatus! and exo is coming back (but sehun’s teaser isnt out yet 👀👀 but this is exciting!! ill be back to annoy you more now, love you ❤️❤️ — 🌈

Ooooh my love, how I’ve missed you 🌈 ❤️ you missed out on like only one update though pffft hahahaha 😂 I haven’t been the most active this year. I’m starting finals on Nov 8th and I’ve also started a new job so I’m even busier than before but I’m doing well! How are you? I’m so excited for the comeback omggg I’m already dead so idk what Sehunnie’s teaser is gonna do to me at this point huhuhu probably bring me back to life to just kill me again.

Please annoy me more often 😂 ❤️ I was getting worried about you. Love you ❤️ ❤️

[asteriasdaydream]

kirsty 💕💕 how have you been!! i have been off tumblr nowadays i just havent got to send you asks._. this is so random but sehunnie and i love you muah — 🌈🌈

Lil rainbow 💕 always lovely to hear from you ❤️ I’ve been okay, I guess. Trying to get over the fact my holiday is coming to an end but I’ll be alright ! I hope you’re doing well and looking after yourself. Jonginnie and I love you too ❤️ x

[asteriasdaydream]

im so so sorry for being here so late. since people are sharing, and you shared your part, ill talk a little bit about how i felt this March. i had my exams in about mid-late February, and nearing this one exam i got so so anxious and all i was breaking down at everything as i was trying to study ajbsjaba fast forward to March after all my exams... i started feeling so so anxious and shitty all the time, i was just constantly breaking down and crying almost everyday and i just ugh -🌈cont-

-🌈cont- i just ugh wished i wasnt there anymore i was just feeling so so down its so terrible. weeks after i got my result and i did terrible last semester i broke down a whole night and all and everything was in a mess i just didnt want to stay anymore. i dont have a goal i dont have much that i can do or wanna do.. everything is just such a damn mess i was in such a huge mess my whole march was the worst months i have had. but i started school in mid april and the first few weeks -🌈cont🌈--🌈cont🌈- the first few weeks was a mess but i guess along the way i tried to focus on what was in school and kinda threw those thoughts out. funny how school is the one that made me a mess but also the one that kept my brain out of the shitty thoughts. my situation is definitely nothing compared to many, but idk its just my own thoughts and mess and whole self esteem level that is bring me down. -🌈🌈cont--🌈🌈cont- ANYWAYS im so happy that you talked about your whole story, i did feel like its odd that you just went on a hiatus, and months after i wasnt feeling so good so i took times off most of the the platforms, which is why i got here late 😔😔 but im so happy that you are still here, that you are just seeking help and actually finding a way to help you out when you are hitting your low point. i won’t keep saying to feel better, cos at times its not up to you to get away from the mess -last--last- its just things that you feel which is just a mess, when you feel the sadness and all hit i just hope i doesn’t stay with you too long. stay healthy, safe, and most importantly happy. i am still here and will be here until you comeback with all your amazing writings ❤️ take lots of time off when you can and when you have to, drink lots of water!! you are so strong i believe you will get over this as time goes!! do anything that makes you feel better ok!! sehunnie and i loves you sm-❤️,🌈

————————————————————————

Ah my lil rainbow, I’ve missed you so much. I’m so sorry you went through such a tough time. School can suck so much almost all the time and it’s hard to manage when your emotions start getting in the way. I feel exactly the same way you do though. I thought uni would be a distraction from my thoughts but it only made my thoughts worse. And don’t compare yourself to others. Your problem affects you and it really hurt you. So don’t think it’s not much compared to the problems of others. I don’t want you upset and telling yourself that. You haven’t been okay. But I hope you’ve been talking to somebody about how you feel. Take some time to think about what you really want and where you really want to go on life and try to use it as motivation. It’s hard, but It can work during a tough a time. And don’t apologize for being late or anything. You need to take care of yourself first. Do whatever you need to make yourself happy. Please look after yourself okay, eat well, rest well, drink lots of water and even if you hate it, study well too. But most importantly, sleep WHENEVER you want to. That’s most important 😌. Thank you for sharing your story with me ask well, it really warms my heart that you and everybody else decided to tell me your struggles ❤️ I love you so much and Jonginnie loves you so much ❤️ x

[asteriasdaydream]

pretty please YES!! 🙆🏻🙆🏻 ps i missed you ❤️❤️😭 —🌈🌈

I missed you too, sunshine 💕 🌈 x