Today was the day!! I got to have a tea party with my stuffie friends! With real tea! There was two kinds - a pink one and a ginger one & I mixed them together one time and it was really yummy. My friends liked it a lot too! And we had cookies and brownies and I got to use my cool tea cups and my Alice plates! And we played fun music and we singed and did dances and everybody got to meet my cat! & I got to show them my new super pretty binky!
We’re gonna have another tea party when I get my Girl Scout cookies (they coming in the mails).
Also we did pictures!! There me & Miggy (he a zebra) an Tiny Bear in his dragon hoodie & Lavender (she’s a bunny!) and Lilabeth the hedgehog & Thistle SquishBunny & Franny - he a big lion but like a friendly lion not a scary lion.
Also I’m wearing my new hoodie. It’s got Kiki on it! It has Gigi too but she on my elbow so you can’t see her.
I’ve been pretty sick the past couple of days and it made me start thinking about how some of my favs would take care of me. Might make another post about how I’d take care of them if they got sick.
Thor would probably be very confused but extremely sympathetic, though would wonder why I’m not letting him kiss me. After a while of his puppy dog eyes I would let him at least cuddle me. He’d probably try and give me a cure that would work on Asgard, but not exactly in the same way on Earth.
Olivia would be just the sweetest to me, and probably ask all of the other Kahunas for possible home cures. She’d give me lots of blankets and comfort me on the couch while we watch movies together. I’d be embarrassed at first about her seeing me in that state, but she’d make sure to tell me that I’m still cute.
Rohan would just tell me to rest and drink a lot of water at first, but would secretly go out and get a ton of different soups and medicines. Half of them I probably didn’t even need. If I’m not better after a few days he would likely insist that I see a doctor, even if it’s just a common cold.
Yumeko is always the one to tell me to go to the nurse’s office if I have any symptoms of sickness during school. Most of the time it’s to get us somewhere private to cuddle but other times it’s when I’m legitimately sick. Then she’d send me cute texts all day when I’m home, and be sure to check on me after school.
Lisa Lisa would go into full mom mode, to the point of being a little strict. She would make sure I stay in bed and eat right, so my condition doesn’t get any worse. As much as I whine sometimes she ends up getting me to feel better extremely quickly. I rarely get sick for more than a day around her.
This is another one that’s been on my mind for a while, like I’ve been on roadtrips that were months ago and I found songs for this one. Literally none of the songs fit the time period, but this is Jojo where I think that’s more ok. Prepare for cheesiness!
I’m all giddy since my birthdays today and it’s the first one I’ve ever had while openly self shipping so imma just make this super rambly post, pretty similar to the aesthetics one actually
Rohan: He gets me a big care bear plushie that he saw while out and about, puts it in the kitchen the morning of and swears it just came from nowhere. I still catch the satisfied smile on his face when I’m excitedly hugging it though 💚 during the day he takes me on a small road trip to a big flower field that we spend the day in. I brought a boom box and played ELO the whole time.
Lisa Lisa: She told me that she wanted to take me dress shopping on my birthday a full month in advance, and I was ecstatic waiting for it the whole time. On the day of she was extra affectionate with me, and took me on a walk to the pier. The actual dress shopping involved a lot of her picking out something that I felt shy about, but still tried it on just so she could see me in it. At the end of the day I got mostly dresses that looked like my other ones, with a few that I wouldn’t normally get because I liked the way I looked in them. Then during the night she took me to a ball, which was a complete surprise to me. We wore our new dresses and danced together until a ridiculous time at night.
Yumeko: We hadn’t been together for very long at that point, and I never told her what day my birthday was so I assumed it was gonna be a pretty chill day. Only for me to find out that she had asked my mom one night while sleeping over at my house and had planned an entire date around it. I almost cried when she came to my house with a kitty cat plushie, and the smug look on her face was enough of a present for me tbh. She took me to a bakery and let me get anything I wanted off the menu, telling everyone who asked that I was her birthday girl. We saw a movie in theatres that I’d wanted to see for a while but was too embarrassed to admit it (maybe it was a romance movie), and we cuddled the entire time. Later on she came back to my house and we had a chilled out party, with just her and my family.
Thor: He doesn’t fully understand the concept of birthdays but he likes any opportunity for celebration. Once he learns that this one centers around me he gets even more excited, and I’m woken up the day of by him picking me and kissing me all over my face. He gives me a hair clip with a fox on it, helping me style my hair into some braids so he can see me in it. I once told him that I had trouble putting my hair up on my own, and I’m just really happy about how much he listens to me. My friends had a whole day on the town planned for me, and he mostly just went along with us. Honestly I was just happy that he was there, so I could cuddle up to him and hold his hand while we walked around.
So I’m really tired and rambly so imma just list a bunch of different aesthetics for my self ships
Lilahan: beaches, light houses, museums, ink stained hands, neighborhood parks at night, stargazing, sportswear, vhs tapes, glow in the dark stars, indigo, lilac, mint green, rainy days, misty mornings
Lilabeth: sunsets, ballrooms, roses, red nail polish, glossy lipstick, frilly pink ribbons, stationary, piers, autumn trees, scarves, sunglasses, dusty record players, hushed whispers, freckles, chandeliers, libraries, sugar and cream poured into dark coffee, crimson, bright orange
Thunderlily: lightning storms, trees reflected on a lake, oversized hoodies, city lights at night, sleepy car rides, late night conversations, visible breath in cold air, hot drinks, playing in the snow, playlists on shuffle, coffee shops, plum, gold, white
Lilako: lingerie, thigh high socks, tights, blazers, flushed cheeks, playing cards, dominoes, disheveled clothes, messed up hair, marks on skin, secret photo albums, journals with locks, poker chips, pitch black, neon lights
Summary: A late night conversation at a hotel leads to the topic of kissing, and how I want to have my first one with someone special.
“You don’t have to get rooms this extravagant every single time, you know.” I placed my suitcase down on the lavishly decorated comforter, the pink color making my bag seem to blend in. “I’m not some bratty princess, I can handle something cheaper.”
“Don’t be silly. I didn’t get these rooms to appease you, I do it for myself!” Lisa Lisa chuckled, sitting down on the side of the bed and covering her mouth to yawn. “A woman like me needs her beauty sleep.”
“What are you implying?” I sat down next to her, playfully crossing my arms. “I need beauty sleep too, you know!”
“You’re young, you need to use all of that extra time you have.” She took off all of her jewelry and placed it on the bedside table.
She laid back on the bed, somehow in the most elegant way possible. Sometimes I swore that every move she made was calculated to look the most alluring it could. Her raven black hair stood out against the soft pastels of the comforter, along with the mature yet bright hues of her clothing. She was a woman that always looked like the most professional one in the room, even more so when she was standing next to me. I stared at myself in the mirror, looking at the way the ribbons held my curly hair in place. My frilly pink dress paired with my mary janes and tights made me look more like a doll for little girls than a proper grown woman. I wouldn’t be shocked to hear if someone had mistaken me for her daughter.
Looking back at her, I realized that I wouldn’t be shocked if she saw me in the same way everyone else did. She was hired to protect me after all, there’d be no reason for her to see me as anything other than a pampered little girl. Yet, I saw something different in her eyes whenever she spoke to me. A glint of something I’d never seen in anyone else.
“What are you doing? Come lay down.” Her voice was suddenly closer to me than I was expecting, her arms softly resting against my shoulders.
“Sorry! I was lost in thought…” My cheeks flushed even more, something about her voice right next to my ear sent shivers down my spine.
“Well, stop that. You’ve been sitting up in a chair all day.” With a soft smile, she pulled me down to lay down next to her.
She was acting so different than she normally did that it was shocking to me. I assumed that she was always as serious and put together as she acted in public. Yet, here she was hugging me from behind and teasing me like a character in a comedy movie. It made me happy to see her loosen up around me, since then it was clear to me that she was comfortable enough around me to do so. Even though her closeness and teasing tone to her voice was more than slightly embarrassing me.
“You dress really nicely.” I suddenly blurted out the first thing on my mind. “It suits you, makes you look mature.”
“Thank you.” She was clearly a little confused by my sudden compliments but took them anyway. “You dress quite well yourself, I’ve always wondered where you get your dresses.”
“You think so? I’ve always thought I looked really young in these clothes...they’re mostly just things that my dad bought for me.” I started to get the ribbons out of my hair, letting my long curls flow out onto the bed.
“There’s nothing wrong with a bit of girlish charm, especially from you.” She absentmindedly starting running her fingers through my hair. “You don’t have to worry about looking professional quite yet.”
“This look is charming?” I looked down at my dress once more, sighing lightly. “But I kinda look like I child, don’t I?”
“Trust me dear, you...don’t look like a child. Just take my word for it.” She followed my eyes and looked at my dress, her stare lingering on my chest for a moment before quickly moving back up to my face.
My cheeks flushed even more from the implications of what she said, but I tried to keep a straight face. She clearly just meant that in general I looked my age, but something about the way she looked at me made me think differently. Then again, it’s natural for people to let their eyes wander when they’re comfortable. At least that’s what I told myself so I wouldn’t spend the whole night stuttering. We sat there in silence for a moment, but not an uncomfortable one. I was admittedly wrapped up in the feeling of her hands combing through my hair, she was so thorough even when doing something casual. When she started to lightly massage my scalp, I leaned into her hand and closed my eyes.
“Comfortable?” She let out a low chuckle, getting a bit closer to me.
“Yeah…” I sighed dreamily, not even noticing how we were basically cuddling at that point. “I didn’t even think that my head needed a massage.”
“You’d be surprised at just how many places need it.” She shifted so that she was holding my head with both of her hands, lightly digging her fingers into my scalp.
I could feel my heart fluttering in my chest from our closeness, but I tried not to let it affect me. After all, the massage really did feel fantastic. Lisa Lisa has the fingers of a piano player, long and slim. Her nails were cut just right, and lightly scratched my skin that felt like it was almost constantly itchy. Yet despite how comfortable I was, I couldn’t help but start to notice how close we were. I could feel how light her breathing was, and smell her perfume with each breath I took. In this state, I started to feel like I could say absolutely anything to her. Even though I was shy from how intimate it was, I also felt more open at the same time.
“You know…” I was finally able to open my eyes, but my reddening cheeks were incredibly obvious. “The kiss I have at my wedding is going to be my first kiss.”
At first, she had nothing to say in response. I assumed this was because she didn't hear me, and I was about to repeat myself until she finally spoke up.
“I don't believe you.” She said with a small smile, though I wasn't sure if she was joking or not.
“What?” I pouted, which made her start to laugh. “Why not?”
“Have you looked at yourself in a mirror recently?” Her hands went up to cup my cheeks, making sure I couldn’t look away from her. “You’re telling me that not one person has tried to kiss these lips? I just don’t believe that.”
“I...I mean it’s not like nobody ever tried!” I couldn’t help but stutter, the mixture of her soft hands on my skin and her face so close to mine was making my head spin. “I just didn’t let them!”
“Really?” Her expression changed to a more perplexed one. “I didn’t think you were that kind of girl.”
“Well I was!” I used that comment as an opportunity to pull myself together, trying not to focus on what she said to me moments before. “And in a way I still am! My first kiss is going to someone who deserves it.”
“Deserves it, hm? You have high standards, I like it.” She smiled reassuringly.
The more I thought about it, I started to feel a little sad. I wanted my first kiss to be with someone important, someone I feel like deserved it. The guy I was going to marry wasn’t that in any way. Nothing against the guy, I’d just only seen pictures of him. I hadn’t even talked to him on the phone or anything! The only time I saw him physically was in the distance at a dinner party my dad was holding. I had to have my first kiss with someone else before I got to my wedding. Only issue was, the only person I wanted to share that kiss with was most likely not interested.
“Are you alright?” Lisa Lisa instantly noticed my change in expression.
“Ah, sorry, I spaced out a bit and started thinking about things.” I tried to brush it off.
“What things? You can tell me if you want.” She had a face of pure empathy, one that I never saw her give to anyone else.
“Well, it’s just that…” I blushed from the very thought of talking to her about it. “This guy I’m gonna marry, he’s not really that special to me. I don’t know anything about him! The thought of having my first kiss with him made me a little sad.”
She sighed, in a way that made me know that she understood. There wasn’t really much I could do about that, after all.
“A-and I know this is dumb, but I was thinking about possibly having it with someone else beforehand.” I casually looked off to the side as best I could, looking her in the eyes at the moment was too intense for me. “Just so I can know it was with someone I cared for.”
At first, she just lied there in complete silence. I knew that she was processing what I said, but I couldn’t help but feel a little nervous. There was no way to tell what she was thinking behind those gorgeously cold blue eyes. Even when she was being more open than usual, there was something about the way she carried herself that made her incredibly hard to read. Especially when compared to me, I always wore my heart on my sleeve even when I didn’t want to. After what felt like forever, she gave me another reassuring smile, making the flush on my face get even brighter. Since she often had an unreadable look on her face, every time she smiled I could feel my heart jump in my chest.
“I understand how you’re feeling. Is there anyone you know right now who you could kiss? Well, hypothetically for now.” She still had her hand on my cheek, occasionally rubbing it with her thumb.
“W-well…” I could feel my neck and shoulders start to flush from this comment as well as my cheeks. “I-I guess I could think of someone.”
“Do you want to tell me who it is? Or maybe I could guess?” She teased, clearly enjoying the reaction that got out of me.
“Y-you can try all you like, but I don’t think you could get it right.” I stuck my tongue out at her. “I’m very picky about who I’ll let kiss me.”
“Is it someone I know?” She asked, her eyebrows raised.
“Well, obviously.” I tried to emulate the teasing tone she got in her voice, sure that I failed at it. “It wouldn’t be fair if it was someone you didn’t.”
“Let me see…” She sat in silence for a moment, thinking harder than I thought she would. “Would you let Joseph kiss you?”
“Ew! No!” I gagged, before realizing exactly what I just said. “I-I mean he’s a nice guy and all it’s just that...I wouldn’t kiss him.”
“Don’t worry, I wouldn’t kiss him either.” She chuckled, knowing exactly what she was saying. “What about Caesar then? He’s popular with women.”
“Eh…” I thought about it for a moment, then shook my head. “I mean out of them both I guess I’d rather kiss him, he’s just not who came to mind instantly.”
“You’re gonna make this hard, hm?” She chuckled, not even questioning if I was lying or not from my tone.
We spent a longer amount of time that I thought I would, going through every man we both knew. I thought at least once she would question if I was telling the truth or not, but it never happened. Most of the time when I talked about crushes and the like with someone else, they would always assume I was lying about my “true feelings” when I’d be grossed out at the thought of kissing someone. It was strange, because I wasn’t exactly disgusted by the men they brought up, it’s just the thought of kissing them that made me react that way. Even the thought of kissing the man I was going to marry made me want to gag. Once we ran out of men to list I saw her get a little discouraged.
“This person must be someone I don’t know. I’ve gone through every person the two of us know and you seemed either disgusted or indifferent to them all.” She sighed in defeat.
“I swear to you that it’s someone you know, I just...can’t say who. You might get mad at me.” I looked down, not caring how obvious my avoidance of her gaze was.
“Dear, I won’t be mad at you no matter who you say it is. I can promise you that much.” She chuckled heartily. “Are you afraid that I like this person too?”
“W-well...I guess you could say that.” I almost wanted to laugh too at the thought. “But not exactly? I can’t really explain without telling you.”
“Well, tell me then.” She got a confused look on her face, before gently grasping my hand. “I promise that I won’t be mad. You have me curious as to who it is now.”
“I-I…” My heart was beating faster than it was the entire night, and I felt a sense of nervousness and excitement that I never had before.
“I would let you kiss me!”
Instantly, I covered my face with my hands. I couldn’t handle seeing the look she got on her face from hearing that so close up. All I imagined was the same expression she normally has, cold and completely unreadable. The thought of what she was thinking at that moment made me almost want to cry. It’s clear that she only saw me as just another girl, someone she could talk and have fun with. With our age gap she probably didn’t even think of me that way. That’s what I was telling myself until I felt her take my hands away from her eyes. Smiling softly at me instead of having a light frown like I thought she would.
“Do you mean that?” Her voice was softer than it had been the whole night.
“Of course I do! I-I wouldn’t make you go through every guy we knew if I was…” I tried to act defensive, but the massive blush on my face was making my true feelings obvious.
“So, if I kissed you right now you would let me?” She brushed her thumb against my lips, the feeling sending a shock through my heart.
“Y-yeah, I would do more than let you.” I was in a weakened state from just that action alone.
Her hands cupped my cheeks once again, and I could see a flash of readable emotion in her eyes. Hesitation, and clearly it was strong since it was visible. I never thought she would be the kind of person to hesitate in any situation, when she made a decision it was always with the most confidence possible. Right as she began to lean in she stopped again, and our faces were literal inches apart.
“You’re sure about this, right?” Her voice was quiet, even though we were so close I could barely hear her.
“P-please! Don’t tease me…” I whined, not even caring about how desperate I sounded at that point.
When her lips touched mine, I felt that same pulse of emotion hit me right in the heart. I felt like my entire body was on fire, and even though we were lying down my knees felt weak. Her lips were soft, her red lipstick was going to leave a mark on my much lighter pink. I whimpered in the kiss, reaching with shaking hands to grasp her dress. This was something that I’d only daydreamed about, and even thinking about it left me dizzy. Now that it was actually happening I could barely keep my composure.
I was expecting some kind of comment when we disconnected, but instead she stared at me longingly. Her hands were still on my cheeks, and just as I was about to back away from her she kissed me again. This one was just a bit deeper, and clearly done on impulse from the way she was breathing. I let out another deeply embarrassing sound, a little louder this time. She was clearly enjoying my noises in some way because she pulled me toward her to deepen the kiss even more. When we disconnected for air I was the one to go in for another kiss, unable to control myself. I felt her hand slowly move and touch my shoulder, then move down to my side. She was touching me like I was a wine glass, barely letting her hand rest on me. These touches were simple but they only made my small noises get a bit louder.
“Lisa Lisa!” I gasped out when we disconnected for the third time, needing answers. “D-do you like me...the same way I like you?”
“Of course I do, sweetheart.” She replaced her lips with her thumb once again. “Why else would I be kissing you?”
“I-it's just...I thought this whole time that you only saw me as just some brat you had to take somewhere. All of the things you were saying, I saw them as just playful jokes!” I almost felt like crying from all of the emotions hitting me at once. “But now that I know you like me, I'm looking back on everything you've said differently.”
“I'm having a similar thought right now. This whole time I assumed you were just acting playful and shy around me because that's how you acted in general. You're a sheltered girl after all. But when I saw the way you acted around the boys when compared to me I started to have second thoughts.” She looked me right in the eyes, making it clear to me just how honest she was being.
“It's kind of embarrassing…” I giggled, not even caring how I sounded at that point. “I’ve had a crush on you since basically our first interaction, o-over time it's only gotten stronger.”
She responded to that comment by kissing me again, starting off with a short and sweet one. Clearly she saw my small pout from how quick it was, because she instantly pulled me forward for one that was even deeper than the ones we'd had before. I squeaked when I felt her tongue brush against my lips, having no idea what to do. She was clearly so much more experienced than me, and when she heard my noise she pulled away from me with a look of concern on her face.
“I apologize, I got carried away.” She sighed when she saw just how flustered that small action had made me.
“I-It's okay, I liked it.” I couldn't believe how much I was letting my feelings flow out, just a few kisses made me completely lose my filter. “I just...don't really know what I'm doing.”
“That’s completely natural.” She pressed a gentle kiss to my cheek, and it somehow made me feel the same amount of dizziness. “If you'd like, I could teach you how to kiss properly.”
“I-I would love that!” I exclaimed, probably way too loudly out of excitement. “Well, I love anything that would involve…u-us kissing more.”
Nearly that entire night was spent kissing each other in all kinds of different ways. We were supposed to be up early the next morning but we both either forgot or didn't care. If anyone asked, it was just the anxiety of a new hotel keeping us up.
Please tell us some of your favourite hobbies to do with your f/os!
Aaaaaaaa there’s so many!
I love just going to explore places with Rohan, his commentary can make any place seem more interesting. Plus, there’s just something so romantic about kissing in an abandoned mall. Sometimes we encounter an enemy stand but it’s worth it because of the photos we managed to get and the memories we shared together.
I love having sleepovers with Yumeko! Watching cheesy movies, eating sweets, singing along to pop songs, doing each other’s hair, I’m all about that! Plus, Yumeko basically is constantly cuddling me in some way the moment we enter my room. She’s really clingy, but so am I so it’s a win win. Sometimes she also wants me to try on a bunch of outfits in my closet as a sort of fashion show, it can be a little embarrassing but she always makes really encouraging comments so it’s super fun.
My favorite thing to do with Lisa Lisa is by far dancing with her. Even though I’m not very good at it right now, just the experience of being so close to her is enough for me. Plus all of her reactions to me just make my heart weak. Her soft smiles whenever I mess up, her hand on my hip to help me keep balance, the gentle tone of her voice, aaaaaaa I love her so much.
