#liminalthoughts

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I am grateful. Really.

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"I long to create a better life for myself, where I will do the things my own heart wants me to do. A life where I will finally stop running away from the battle grounds and let go of the burden weighing on my shoulders."

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For my next birthday I wish to become numb. Numb enough to put at rest the burning fire inside me.

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"𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩", "𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴", "𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤" ,"𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵" ,"𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩"....

...𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥.

[thesongoffadingaway]

"𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘱 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯."

[thesongoffadingaway]

"some things are better left unspoken."

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In another universe I'm enough.