i cant stop crying. i want you back even though i know its bad for me. i just want the forehead kisses, the laughs, the late night facetimes, the after work calls, the cute post it notes, the workouts when we'd both motivate each other, the nights where we'd sit in your jeep and just talk one-on-one, i miss surprising you at your work and your eyes would just light up, i miss the hugs when youd pick me up and id wrap myself around you, i miss when we'd play basketball and you'd always play harder on me because you knew i could do better, i miss crying into your shoulder and youd rub my back and kiss my cheek and say everythings going to be alright, i miss your voice and how you'd use a goofy voice if you knew i needed cheering up. even though a lot of our relationship was rough, i just miss the moments that we shared that were perfect. you were the one person that i truly ever loved, and the first person that i've ever said "i love you" too, and the first person that i've truly given my all too, and it breaks my heart. im broken and i dont know what to do. i just want you. but i cant have you, im sure youve already moved on. my hearts shattered and i just ugh. :-( i cant stop crying. help.