I saw your Greedfall OC Lorin and I just wanted to say that they look amazing! Do you have any headcannons about them yet?
Thank you!
I think it’s too early to really formulate headcanon because I feel like I know so little about the world they inhabit, but their personality is aloof and a bit sarcastic.
So... saw your *ahem*... detailed pic of Jaal over on the BSN forums. You have now claimed a very interested and grateful follower as your reward.
Oh my god, thank you! That really made my day. I’d say I rarely draw stuff like that, but… I’d lie. I just rarely post stuff like that. So the contents of the blog are a bit less spicy than this. But if I ever happen to draw naked Jaal again, I’ll be sure to forward it to the forums.(also, I tried to answer this privately, but failed at life in general and now everyone must know that I draw naked aliens, sorry, I guess)
GURRRLLLL I DONE READ CHAPTER 1 OF WISHING WELLS AND GODAMMIT BUT IF I AINT SQUEALING IN MY CHAIR LIKE A MADWOMAN! IT IS SOOOOO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH! KEEP UP THE AWESOME WORK AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT ELSE YOU WRITE! YOU ARE AWESOME AND I LOVE YOU
THIS WAS A DELIGHTFUL MESSAGE TO WAKE UP TO <3333 I hope you continue enjoying it!! :D
I’ve been trying to find my style for ages, and I really like how this turned out. I’ll probably do another version where I’ll try blending, but for now there’s this one.
This is Alyssa Rashtatzi, my GTA V OC who is one of my personal favs. References were used.
Oh. My. God. I absolutely adore and love your blog! It's amazing! It's fantastic! Your writing in astoundingly wonderful! I think you're definitely one of the best Solavellan writers on this site - no, actually one of the best on any site I've ever seen! Which reminds me, your 'One Upon A Dream' Solavellan fic? Actually had me in tears. I actually cried. It was so well written and touching! Never stop writing, you are brilliant! And if you're taking requests, how about worried dad-to-be Solas?
YOU’RE MAKING ME TEAR UP, but oh of course I can do some fretting dad-to-be Solas ♡
(this follows perennial, and is set somewhere between growth and sprigs and sprouts)
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tend the soil
A loud clatter from the kitchendraws him out of his thoughts, followed by a string of soft curses, and he wouldhave smiled had it not been for her strict rule of ‘no cussing under this roof with impressionable ears present’, broken now by what can only be a considerable amount of pain. And so it’s with worry churning in his gut that he pushes himself to his feet,cutting across the small garden towards the back door of the cottage with ever quickeningsteps, and his earlier calm is lost to the worry that lurches in his chest whenhe finds her, back bent and leaning heavily on the kitchen table.
He’s crossed the room inthree strides, arm curving around her back to support her weight, and when she drawsa sharp breath through her nose he feels her muscles constrict, a spasm that ripples through her.
“I’m fine,” Ellana hisses before he has a chance to ask, but doesn’t protest as he helps her take aseat, and Solas watches with deepening concern as her features draw togetherwith pain. Then, expelling a heavy breath that makes her sag in her seat, “There wego.” Relief washes across her face, her skin pallid and slick with perspiration, and he feels it too, like something uncoilingin his chest, and it drags from his lungs in a ragged sigh.
He’s kneeling before her,brow pressed to the considerable swell of her stomach. He feels her breaths, steadier now that the pain has passed, and beneath them, her racing heartbeat, drumming against his ears.
“You’re always loudestwhen you’re silent, did you know that?” comes her murmured observation,followed by the tender touch of her fingertips to the back of his neck.
When he doesn’t answer, hehears her sigh – a sound far too old for her years, and, “Solas,” she says,patiently. “I’m fine. Still standing – well, sort of.”
He lifts hishead, and finds her own tilted slightly, her expression gently pondering. “Youovertax yourself,” he tells her evenly.
Ellana gives a fond roll of hereyes. “You call reaching for the top cupboard overtaxing myself? What’s next –am I waddling too quickly? Should I be confined tobed for the next two weeks, or is laying down too much exertion for my body to handle?”
His look says enough aboutwhat he thinks of her attempted humour. “You are carrying twins,” he remindsher. A discovery he’d had confirmed some time ago now, and with some trepidation. Her pregnancy has not been without complications, and there is still the birthleft to see through before he feels he can properly relax.
He half expects her tocounter with another joke – Am I? Truly? Andhere I thought I was carrying melons! – and is surprised when all she doesis reach for his hand.
“Here,” she says, slender fingerscurling around his, to place his palm against her stomach, above her left hip and towards her heart. A deep breath, and, “Do you feel that?”
Solas waits for what he’s cometo expect now, after long nights spent feeling the curvature of her belly beneathhis fingertips. It’s not a kick – this one rarely kicks, but shifts gentlyunder his palm, as though getting comfortable.
“Rowan,” Ellana says, quietly,tongue wrapping lovingly around the word.
Surprise makes his browslift. “You’ve decided?” They’d agreed not to, on account of the bad luck associated with naming children prematurely – like tempting fate with too much confidence. And though they’re neither of them superstitious, there’s enough of theDalish ways left in her to make her hesitate before openly challenging the old gods.
And after her last birth,nearly two days confined to her bed with contractions, and a blood loss that had left her almost tooweak to see it through, he’s not been willing to risk it, either.
Ellana gives a small shrug,and her smile turns wistful. “After my father. I don’t remember him, butKeeper Deshanna used to say he was the calmest of his kin. Pensive, but with a fire in his heart.” Resting her hand over his, she gives his fingers a squeeze. “Likethis one, I think. And it works both for a boy and a girl.”
Solas says nothing, but theimage arises despite himself – a set of wide, curious eyes in a heart-shaped face, deeply thoughtful. He’stried not to give them features yet, the twins, knowing full well the risk, and that a potentialloss would be all the harder to bear.
But it’s hard not to picture it now, he finds, with a name to go with thesmall shape nestled beneath Ellana’s heart.
“I know I said we weren’tgoing to name them yet,” she says then. “Like we did with Sage. But I rememberthinking last time that if I don’t make it I’ll die without knowing the nameof my child.” Her grip tightens around his hand, and when she looks at him the good humour is gone from her face, leaving a naked fear she doesn’t even try to hide now, but beneath it sits a fierce conviction he recognizes instantly. “I don’t want that, Solas.”
“I will not let you die,” hesays, knowing the promise to be redundant, but her expression softens with a smile.
“I know. But I’m not hingingmy hopes on something that’s out of my hands.” The corner of her mouthquirks. “Well. Hand.”
His chuckle is a startledbreath, but her smile lifts his spirits, and her conviction is a dear and familiar thing, keeping his fears from fully taking root.
“Rowan,” he says then, testingthe name on his tongue.
“Rowan,” Ellana repeats, witha fondness that’s been there for years, but made new with the gentle movement beneath their hands.
“We are one name short,”Solas reminds her, and her answering grin is a sudden, fierce thing, chasing away theshadows from her eyes.
“Only one thing to do aboutthat,” she says, shifting his hand a little lower and to the right, and this time he’s rewardedwith a steady kick against his palm.
“Our troublemaker,” shemurmurs. “I haven’t thought of anything yet.”
Another hearty kick againsthis hand, followed by two more in quick succession, the rippling movement strangely mirthful, and the word comes to him with his next breath.
“Samahl,” he says, lifting his eyes to Ellana. “For a boy.”
She hums with delight, and, “I like that,” shelaughs, and with the sound, he finds he cannot imagine a better name. “You doknow that Varric will never let you live that down?”
Solas only smiles, and doesn’ttell her of the feeling that burns in his chest now – the desperate realization that hewants nothing more than for that to happen; for the birth to go smoothly, andgrant them to strong, healthy children to name in truth, and for an uncle to dote upon. He more than anyone knows better than to put his faith in hopes and expectations, but for the span of a single moment, he allows himself to throw caution to the wind.
Ellana looks up then, head angled towards the door to the back garden. “It’s awfully quiet,” she observes. “Where’sSage?”
It doesn’t take much effort to locate her; that small flicker of warmth against his mind that’s become second nature for him to pick out amidst the chaos of the waking world. “Gathering stones by the river.”
There’s an impish gleam inher eyes now when she turns them towards him. “An hour of peace to ourselves? Imagine that.”
“You overestimate her patience,” Solas says, but he’s already getting to his feet.
Ellana shrugs, and makes asmall noise of struggle when he helps her out of the chair. “Maybe. But it’sabout to become a lot more crowded in this cottage, and I’m determined to makethe best of whatever moments we get.”
She speaks with suchsurety, it’s tempting to bury his concerns for good and think only ahead – past the birth, to the two cribs sitting under their roof, and the small shapes that will fill them.
And his silence must truly speaklouder than his words, because when she looks at him next it’s clear that sheknows what he’s still thinking.
“It will be alright, Solas,” shesays, winding her fingers through his. “We’ll be alright. All of us.”
There are familiar words of caution at the tip ofhis tongue, but he doesn’t speak them. Fatalism is in his nature, but it’s notin hers, and he would keep it that way.
And so,“May it be so,” he murmurs a kiss against her brow; a trembling sigh sketching across her cheeks. And it’s not the confidence she truly desires, he knows, but it’s something. For someone who’s lived as long as he, who’s seen as much and lost as much as he, it’sthe most he can give.
But then, she’s never once askedhim for anything more.
That little fic you did about Hancock and Sole? The 'Sometimes you just have to stab a guy' one? Totally made my night! It was so cute and well written! You should write more, I loved it! You got all the characters on point, and I love your SS. It was wonderful and enjoyable to read. Keep up the amazing work!
Thank you so much!! I haven’t written any fanfiction-y stuff for over six months now because I’ve only been writing Very Serious Literary Fiction for uni and publications, and it’s just SO MUCH FUN getting to write funny fluffy stuff with no pressure or judgments. So I’m definitely planning on writing more, and I’m grouping all of these little drabbles together in a series on AO3 called OTP: Coat-Coat, Murder under the username MorganOfTheFey. I’ll be posting on here too, but my AO3 account will sometimes have bonus scenes of Hancock and Scout messing with Danse, including but not limited to, defiling his power armor, giving him an unwanted lecture on prostate health, and convincing him they use radiation as lube. >:D