Ooh yay! :)1. I have a crush on a guy who sometimes knows I exist and like he likes me and other times ignores me completely. Not fun. Nigga needs to make up his mind. Oh, and I don't know his name. And I am suppressing a crush on a guy friend of mine because I feel like it would completely ruin our friendship. Even though we're not that close. And everyone says we should go out. And he never denies it when people say that. And he has amazing taste in music. And he doesn't mind my swearing. And he plays like, 3 instruments. And he jokingly told a friend that he would marry me. Not date, but marry. And he makes me laugh. And sometimes, every now and then, he makes me go asdfghjkl;.UGH! DO YOU SEE THE PROBLEM THAT I HAVE WITH MY LIFE?!? God... I need to get my shit together.2. I'm not as confident in myself as I've always let myself (and other people) believe. And I don't know how to deal with that. I'm beginning to realize how brilliantly fucked up my mind really is. It's an interesting experience, really.3. I am an extremely outspoken person. Not always a good thing, not always a bad thing. More often bad than not, I think :D.4. I am a feminist. Very much a feminist. I am a different kind of feminist, though. The rare (read: nonexistent) kind who can listen to Lil Wayne and Eminem and not be offended at all. The reason for that is hard to explain. Goes back to the inner workings of my beautifully screwed up mind.5. And finally, number 5... hmm... my worst habit seems appropriate for this one. My worst habit, among many others, would probably be over thinking. Swearing is probably a very, very close second, but over thinking comes in first. Because of that habit, I think I have ruined some things for myself. I've missed opportunities and screwed with my own mind. I think I'm getting better about it, though. That was my whole... theme for this year. To be fearless and not let anything stand in my way. It a slow process, but I am working toward it.Well, I hope you enjoyed these facts about my lackluster life! I love you! Stay beautiful, gorgeous! :)