Kai vakar sėdėjom ir klausėmės į gilią, jau rudenišką tamsą įsiliejančio liūdno ir pratiso eglių ošimo, aš pirmą kartą taip ryškiai pajutau, kad vasara praėjo.Gera ji man buvo. Pirmiausia gal dėl to, kad ją aš sutikau grįžęs iš tarnybos armijoje. Kartu ji žadėjo atsilyginti ir už praeitą vasarą, kai negalėjau daug džiaugtis ir poilsiauti po instituto baigimo. Ši gi buvo vasara, kurią, kaip ir…
okay I'm a bit too eager to talk about the ac stuff and I'm sorry
I tag em all with ac stuff sooo if you don't want to see it you know what to do
I REALLY REALLY WANT TO DEVELOP MORE ABOUT LIUDA BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HER
I seriously would LOVE to talk about all this with someone who also loves ac (only so the other one knows what I'm talking about ya know)
but Liuda is supposed to be this brave charismatic woman who's also pretty intimidating because of her size (she's pretty damn tall and muscled soooo)
but I'm also so afraid because knowing myself and my skill at writing etc she might not get developed good enough as a character
things I might know about her
idk
she comes from a big family
she mostly keeps her problems to herself, but not because she doesn't want to bother others, she just wants to deal with it herself. it's her business. and so her motto could be 'put yourself before everything else'. it's important to her to know her own worth.
even though she thinks your problems are your business, she can't help worrying about everyone. perhaps this is because her family damn well knows the risks of this profession. there's a sort of rebellious spirit which has been passed down to a lot of family members of hers, causing her to join the assassins, and so it has not been uncommon that some were killed or disappeared due to protesting etc
so she's scared. while she might appear the strong jolly woman, she's also quite worried of their fate.