I see a lot of people talk about their worship of the gods and it just reminds me how I have to remain at this weird distance from the hellenic community (online at least) for work related stuff...I can be a messenger I can do divination involving the gods, but my practice what I do and think I have to be strangely distanced.
It's odd to me when I see how to worship who or what to do for who and how to act because like, idk...just ask them yourself? Talk to them yourself??? Ask your gods what to do? It's really sweet to see everyone sharing their opinions and experiences and I want to also!!
Im just rattling ig, not sure what im tryna say but it's strange seeing everyone talk about the gods like you all can't just sit down and ask? Is that the reason Hermes told me to practice more??? Am I supposed to help people connect in other ways than I already have? Why does it seem so difficult for people to just sit with their gods and talk? Do they not talk back? Why?? Maybe I should ask the gods this stuff but I've got almost 4 pages full of questions because eof this past week
Ill understand eventually I guess, for now it's just nice to watch a community operate Ig
Maybe ill get to socialize more later down the line when I have time for all the stuff theyr having me do :")
I'm not drowning it's just a lot
Expectations are interesting
