The site supervisor came round for a property inspection with the new site supervisor this morning (the other one is leaving) and they both had a go at me and my boyfriend for not cleaning the windows outside baring in mind it's been pissing down and we've been in a cold snap on and off for months in the UK they said we have "the dirtiest caravan on site" when I said about our bed getting damp on it they blamed us for having it up against the wall and said we were causing "damage to the caravan" I mean that is a fair point but at the same time we've got a superking size bed and we literally don't have the space to put it anywhere else, when I pulled the bed out yesterday there was fucking white mold growing on one of the divan bases that I had to scrub with mold spray, I also had to scrub the wall next to the bed as well because my boyfriend has been coughing and had a bad reaction to it, we were also told to take the black film off the windows we put up in the summer to try and keep the heat out because she said it was causing worse condensation but i genuinely assumed that window film worked both ways in keeping the heat out in the summer and stopping heat escaping in the winter and I'd hoped it would make our place warmer she also recommended we buy it last July she whatsapped me the fucking Amazon link mate.
The whole thing was just about berating us I get that maintenance is important and yeah I have let the damp build up especially on our doors but I've been depressed as fuck for about 2 months, crying myself to sleep some nights and i've been trying to be there for my boyfriend who also struggles with depression and ADHD, losing our cat on Christmas Day hit us both hard as well as other stresses, it's not an excuse the reality is I hate where I live so much because of the slum like conditions, the constant noise from my neighbour and the motorways as well as the site supervisor having mood swings and bullying the tenants on the WhatsApp group which makes me extremely uncomfortable that I've simply given up the will to give a shit about this place beyond doing bog standard house work like hoovering, washing and drying, making the bed, light cleaning, washing stuff up to put in the dishwasher and that's kind of it. For the first time in my life I'm not on antidepressants so idk if that's making it worse or what but the main thing is losing our cat. It's hard to care about keeping a place sparkling clean and to the standards my site supervisor wants it when it's effecting mine and my boyfriend's mental health so badly, I told the site supervisor we both struggle with mental health issues last summer and she shamed us on the WhatsApp group and said "too many people were pulling the mental health card to not get things done" this is because i didn't wanna put weedkiller down on our drive that could make our at the time cat sick.
We've been given a letter from our landlord saying if we don't clean up within a week he'll serve us an eviction notice, he said something about clearing up rubbish or something but no clue what that means on my life there's absolutely no rubbish on our drive we have a shed, our washing machine and tumble dryer, a clothes thing, a van vault and the outside catio structure we built for our cat maybe he's talking about the catio idk but I'm not taking it down until we leave cos there's no point.
I don't wanna be homeless but at the same time I think a tiny part of me would feel semi relieved to be free of this place, even if we do everything we're told to do I feel like it's gonna be something else that results in an eviction tbh, this woman is a fucking busy body and nosy in every way possible to the point where it's inappropriate she literally messaged my boyfriend yesterday saying she noticed his van was outside and asked if she could come round and do the property inspection even though we had it booked in for today, she also asked about mail I get sent here, along with other shit.
As mentioned I've lost the will to care, I lost the will to care even before losing our cat but now it's even worse, I'm trying to be adult about this and I am admitting my failures of upkeep but the site supervisor and the way she bullies and gossips about people around here as well as picking on us for little things and where one minute she's our mate the next she's our enemy and is being temperamental as fuck has drained the life out of me and my bf, I can't cope with this level of insanity anymore 😭 she's more concerned about clean windows than people committing noise pollution or doing drugs and drinking, she's like an even worse version of Randy from Trailer Park Boys lmao because Randy whilst annoying is at least mentally healthy and not a bully.
Either way I've had enough and me and my boyfriend are gonna look to move ASAP cos we can't get anywhere with the council. I just wanna live somewhere in peace and quiet, in privacy and with a landlord who's not bullying or invasive. I can only hope for better things and stay positive. Anyway sorry for the long rant lol
