#llamamoon

[llamamoonlove]

Commit to a way

hot and fertile earth on a late spring day

bleeding regularly womanhood gifts that lay

creation and acceptance the greatest acts of love

deeply cyclic faithful listener of above

[llamamoonlove]

Can I name you

Can I name you

Call you two things at once

Can I name you

Perfect Paradox

Soon as I released, I received

And I mean, truly, really, released

From the Self of Self

To the listening God

I received and completed

The end and the beginning

Of my new chapter

I’ve made my decision

Can I name you

Call you two things at once

Can I name you

Perfect Paradox

[llamamoonlove]

kissed by a humming bird

she licked the flowers

purple hibiscus

one by one until

she hovered above

we heard her wings

buzzing and humming aloud

she flew away

returned to float

right between our heads

we sat, jaw dropped

eyes filled with water

a blessing to our day

[llamamoonlove]

PRAYER

She said: To whichever name you pray, if you are sincere, you shall be heard I witness ever-magic Conversing Self with Self Manifest in deep breath Oneness God in all things

I am the Goddess of Mirth Birds visit my windowsill Affirming this path of mine With permeated faith Dedicated to agreement I seek to recognize low desire from true aspiration

The judge is Self Whom we cannot lie to Whom we cannot hide from This is how justice is served On so-called judgement day Forgiveness is fulfilled Conversing Self with Self

[llamamoonlove]

Note to self:

Can you focus Can you give it all to me Can you say yes To the dream I wana be I might explode

I might explode If I ever know the truth It’s unknown Maybe better left unsaid I will go As close as I can

Do you watch me from afar who I am Do you know me ‘Cause I swear I don’t I swear Can you focus Give it all to me I don’t know this I don’t know anything

[llamamoonlove]

this piece was a song first, now its a poem (what’s the difference? amirite):

gonna let it go but I'm gonna hold onto this little string connect me and it until i let it go gonna let it go gonna let it go gonna let it go but i wrote it down

[llamamoonlove]

winter again

The sunsets once more

Some days brighter than others

I want to go to bed and stay there

Like it is winter again

It is April

But it snowed today

And I remembered how to enjoy the cold again

[llamamoonlove]

sun

moans groans hiccups

tiny cold toes

open mouth awaiting

warm mama milk