#lokiofrage

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     @lokiofrage gets a starter

   “ Okay, I give up! What am I doing wrong now, oh almighty Loki? ”

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      The days had seemingly become longer, packed with trivial tasks such as keeping Stark out of trouble. Since the latest attempt at world domination had formed from his own creation, Natasha becoming subject to the cruel games that Ultron played. Memories forced to mind that she had repressed for so long. Yet that wasn’t what kept her mind occupied, every moment of her day her thoughts were fixated on something else — someone else.

      But where did they stand now? Time and distance had come between them. Years had forced a void in their relationship, not even Thor had given even the smallest glimmer that The Trickster even cared anymore. It was nights like this when she sat alone, the tower resting in silence. Bed covers burying her crossed legs as she fiddled with her phone, losing hope with every repetitive night. Her heart ached for someone who was no longer there but she would wait. That’s all she could do.

    lokiofrage

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{ lokiofrage }

The black turned to a warm red as Natasha felt a glowing warmth cross her face. Opening her eyes a crack, she squeezed them shut against the harsh rays of the morning sun. Inhaling deeply, arching her back and stretching her arms above her head. Sighing as she relaxed back, revealing in the feeling of a good night’s sleep. The first in a long time. There was warmth all around her, from the sun through the window, to her own body, to that of the person next to her.

Quietly, she rolled over and looked at Loki. Of course it wasn’t the usual sight, Longer hair, softer features but nothing Natasha could argue against. Luckily someones sex had never bothered her. Shuffling herself across the bed, wrapping an arm around the female form and pulling herself closer. Into ‘the big spoon’ position. “Good morning.” Natasha grinned pressing a kiss to Loki’s cheek.

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Dear King of Asgard AKA Hot Alien God.

Now I know you're not into Midgard traditions but this is one I would rather like you to share with me and if not, well honestly you really don't get a choice. 14th February, Valentines day. I don't really know how to-do this, romance isn't my strong point. In-fact it makes me want to vomit. Alot. But just this once, I think I can bring myself to indulge myself a little. Clearly note the fact I said a little.

I have spent my entire life waiting for someone who would fill this insane void in my heart, who wouldn't judge me on anything and wouldn't ever force me to change. This person seemed unreal, fairytale like. I don't like the person I was, I am. But never would I want someone to change me by force. But I have changed, not because I was made to but because I wanted to, for you. To better myself, to let someone in for once. Word's cannot express how grateful I am. I'm not perfect, as much as I claim to be. I'm so messed up and I'm not entirely sure if I know who I am or who I want to be but you are helping me see that maybe, I'm not as bad as I thought. That I deserve a little happiness, even if you did try to kill me that once or multiply times. Never letting you live that down. But despite your little facade you like to put on, I know you want happiness too. You just won't say it out loud and don't worry I promise I won't tell anyone. Our little secret? I'm an expert with the comments and the sarcasm but don't be surprised when I say I'm not good with emotions, I feel like I'm rambling in this. I just don't know how to tell you or anyone how happy I am because I've never had this. That day I woke up and you wasn't there, I felt so empty. Not once did I expect this unimaginable experience, to fall in love with the enemy. Did I just say love? God. If you'll pardon the expression. See what you do. I'll be honest, It's to early to say it's love but I would be lying if I said I didn't want it to be. I guess time will tell. You deserve so much more than I could ever give you, but I promise I will do my best and only my best.

But I've certainly written too much and now my hand hurts, so I'm going to wrap this up because you probably have better things todo, such as sitting in your throne plotting your evil schemes. Which I thought I would help you on. It's not much but I brought you a star, which mean's you own it and you can name it. One step closer to the universe right? 

我愛你, Minä rakastan sinua, Ich liebe dich, Te amo, Te vògio ben, Я вас люблю!

Your little spider.

xxx

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lokiofrage

The events that had happened in the last week were eventful to say the least but Natasha had become frustrated. With not only herself but things and people around her. The Avengers and The Winter Soldier contributing factors to her pain. Even from a young age she never got answers, she was always left to work things out herself. The one thing she couldn't get her head around was Loki. These strange but incredibly over powering feelings that had almost taken over her. The desire to see him greater than ever since he had just disappeared without a word. Nothing, just an empty bed and unanswered questions. But Natasha had felt the sorrow and the heartache but now it was turning into anger. All she wanted was to know why, why he had helped her, why he had just disappeared. Her head was filled with so many memories and thoughts yet the one she couldn't shake was of him.

As Natasha let her brain to continue analyzing the thoughts multiply amounts of times, her frustration grew. It started in her hands. No matter how hard she clenched them into fists, they were always the first to start shaking. Once they had started it spread further towards her torso. Natasha crossed her arms against her chest as she made it down the hall. She could feel them trembling and knew it was only a matter of time before it became noticeable. Before she lost control. And Natasha Romanoff did not lose control and never over such a small thing. But was it really that small? Natasha had let Loki past her barriers, but his final act had shown her a side to him she wouldn't be able to forget. The cravings for that simple touch almost driving her insane. Finally as she reached her apartment she rushed inside, to hide away her frustration from others. Taking her steps across her floor her arms still firmly guarding her chest she let her eyes scan the city through her window.

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lokiofrage

"Fuck you Reindeer Games. I still don't like you. Besides, this was just a game. You're only attractive because of your stupid magic shit. If you got rid of all your Asgardian bells and whistles, and were just an ordinary guy, you'd probably look like shit."