xavier finds your old yearbook, what do you mean you dated someone before him? :(
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“we can start with the room and then work our way out?” you suggest, turning to xavier. he nods with a small smile, following you into the room and getting started on moving things around, asking what you wanted to keep and what you were getting rid of.
you two did good for the first hour, diligently packing things into bags and reorganizing your closet with the clothes you actually wear. and then you hit a goldmine of nostalgia in your dresser cabinet.
movie stubs, polaroids pictures, concert tickets and more memorabilia tucked away for you to cherish. xavier smiles when his eye catches a pressed flower, he recognizes it from the first bouquet he ever gave you.
then his eyes catch something more interesting, your high school yearbook.
“what do we have here?” he grins, reaching out for the book before you could stop him.
“oh my god, please don’t look through that it’s so embarrassing,” you attempt to take the book from his hands, giving up when he turns to you.
“please?”
“okay fine,” you mumble, snatching the book from his grasp and sitting on your bedroom floor as you open the first page. “i haven’t looked at this thing in a while,” you say softly, a smile playing on your lips as you read the notes people wrote on the inside of your book.
you both look through the yearbook, pointing out your friends and telling xavier what they’re up to now. “i hated this girl, she was so rude to me all the time, i don’t even know what i did to her,” you scoffed, watching as xavier scowled, shaking his head.
“she was probably unhappy with herself,” he spoke up, his chin resting on your shoulder. you laugh at his words as you flip to the next page.
xavier’s eyes immediately train on a picture of you and a boy, extremely close together and smiling. the caption below it make the corners of his lips downturn.
cutest couple
“who’s that,” his finger points at the boy besides you, you hear the pout in his voice.
“he was my high school boyfriend,” you say plainly, turning around when xavier lifts his head off you and scoots an inch away from you, eyes still trained on the yearbook. “we broke up like three weeks after graduation,” you continued.
“did you love him?” xavier’s pout is more prominent, and your mouth falls open at his question, stuttering before xavier looks you in the eye, waiting for your reply.
“i guess? i don’t know, it was high school,” you laugh nervously, flipping the page and trying to shift the subject, “look here’s me in my band uniform!”
xavier doesn’t look, he stares at the ground before taking the book from your hands, closing it and tossing it aside. “you loved him?” he thinks about his hands on you, lips on yours as you let out giggles in the band uniform you showed him.
“yeah i guess, but it was also so many years ago,” you smile, much too used to your lovers jealousy by now.
Xavier is quiet while you continue to sift through the cabinet, smiling to yourself as you find old birthday cards, his mind still thinking of the boy you’d been in love with during your formative years.
“was he your first love?” xavier cuts off your rambling about your math teacher, you can’t help but smile, knowing your first true love would make his stomach churn all the same.
“no he wasnt,” you say simply, hoping it would appease your lover. of course it doesn’t, as he furrows his brows and slowly moves closer to you.
“who was?” you can see a flicker of relief in his eyes, only to be followed by confusion as you giggle. “what’s so funny?” he cocks his head to the side, silver bangs slightly covering his eyes.
“i don’t think you wanna know,” you laugh softly, gathering a couple letters and the yearbook and setting it inside a cardboard box. xavier only frowns at your words.
your heart skips a beat at xavier’s dejected look. you gently cup his face in your hands and place a kiss to his nose.
“you wanna know my first love that badly?” he stares into your eyes as he nods his head. you let out a sigh, sifting through your dresser and pulling out a letter, handing it to him. “here.”
your penmanship was terrible, written when you were around 10 maybe. xavier’s eyes never leave the piece of paper you handed to him.
I love lumiere !!!!! i want to marry him becuz he is the perfect man. every1 says i don’t know what love is but i do bcuz i love lumiere.
“your first love was lumiere?” xavier sounds breathless, finally tearing his gaze from the letter. he finds you staring at him with all the love in the world.
you only hum in agreement, settling next to him and placing another kiss to his cheek. he doesn’t say anything, staring back down at the love letter before you finally take it from his hands and fold it up.
“guess it was fate that i would love you, huh?” your smile makes xavier’s heart thump erratically.
“but you fell in love with lumiere,” he pouts softly, he head turning away from you. a small smile paints your lips, straddling his hips as you settle on top of him, one hand going to his cheek and forcing him to look at you.
“yeah, when i was 10,” you laugh softly, sighing when Xavier’s pout doesn’t let up. “contrary to my younger self’s belief, it wasn’t real love. it was more adoration or maybe awe.”
“you don’t find xavier worth adoring or being in awe of?” he asks softly, you have to fight to keep your composure. god he was so fucking stupid.
you loved him so much.
“lumiere is just a part of you that i loved. I fell in love with xavier who sucks at playing claw machine, whose diet is made up way too much of hotpot and not enough vegetables. xavier who buys me flowers all the time and has my favorite snacks always stocked.” you place a chaste kiss on his face between your every reason, pulling back and looking into his eyes.
“I’m in love with the xavier who gets jealous of high school boyfriends who don’t mean a thing to me,” his pout softens slowly, smiling when your lips crash into his. he wastes no time in letting his hands settle on your hips, fingertips digging into the plush skin there.
you only pull away to catch your breath, chest heaving as xavier stares up at you like you hung the stars.
“I’m in awe of the xavier who defeats wanderers everyday with the swing of his blade. I adore the xavier who had been through so much yes remains gentle and compassionate with the world.” you see his eyes gloss over slightly, your thumb swiped his cheek, leaning down and kissing his forehead.
“you’re the one i love, today and always.”
xavier’s eyes flutter shut, nuzzling further into your touch. his lips graze your skin, letting out a small sigh before pressing a chaste kiss to your palm.
you smile when he leaves a trail of kisses up your arm. “xavier,” you giggle out, it quickly dies on your lips as your lover wraps an arm around your waist, holding you steady as he kisses your jaw. your back hits the plush carpet under you, chest rising quickly as he stares at you with hungry eyes and flushed cheeks.
“my star,” he mumbles, eyes tracing your every feature as he hovers above you. “my guiding light,” he breathes out, a sloppy kiss right under your ear makes you whimper. “i love you in this life and every other,” his words make you smile, heart racing as he overtakes all your senses.
the rest of your apartment will have to wait to be cleaned, something much more important has come up.
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