#lol jay

[tammysart]

"WHAT??"

[deoxy--ribose]

jay interviewed for a job in indy and my gut said that he got it.

and even thinking about it makes me want to cry bc like FUCK.

I also slid in a boys DMs and it worked bc he just asked me out. but i feel like i’m cheating, even tho jay and i didn’t DTR. Dude makes me feel like he wants to get to know me, idk.

I still want to cry bc i know about Jay.

[deoxy--ribose]

I could not be more angry and upset at homie because like i talked about this and said be honest with me and it’s just like TF this could have be prevented ‼️‼️‼️‼️

[deoxy--ribose]

i’m fucking pressed ‼️

[deoxy--ribose]

Yo FUCK YOU ANXIETY!!!

you just fucking ruined something that’s good for me.

FUCK YOU.

[deoxy--ribose]

you’re literally so bad at being supportive smh

[deoxy--ribose]

i like this damn guy and i’m in my own head about how much i like him and therefore i’m hurting my own feelings!!!

[deoxy--ribose]

jay and i are “talking” and i don’t get it bc i feel like he’s depressed and i love to hard and it’s not a healthy thing and i want to make this work bc being single forever is actually not fun at all