[deoxy--ribose]

guess who’s back babes!!!

depressed and feelin alive!

[deoxy--ribose]

i’m feeling those feelings again.

The ones that make me feel like because i’m not in a relationship, i’m not ever going to be lived.

Especially when someone else you used to fuck with got into a relationship.

maybe i really am not meant to be in love with anyone.

[deoxy--ribose]

I met Johnny’s brother tonight. and i’m freaking tf out because the universe really did that tonight

[shegavemeroses]

i thought she was supposed to be dumb

[deoxy--ribose]

i really do have a lot of love to give to humans who don’t deserve it. And jesus christ no one deserves the love that i have to offer.

I feel blessed and honored to be able to love at the capacity i do but God DAMN very select few people deserve this.

[hoogger]

[inthefallofasparrow]

[slyeposting]

[mixed-dbag]

I forgot DW was an ardvark and I though she was just getting roasted

[deoxy--ribose]

im remembering the old tumblr posts that i used to post and that’s what i’m feeling.

and wow this isn’t fun at all. I’m so sad

[deoxy--ribose]

I really don’t think i’m meant to be loved

[deoxy--ribose]

dear Danny from the past:

you are meant to be loved by those who show it to you. An intimate partner isn’t just the person who you can experience love from. You are not guaranteed a partner and this is something that we’re still processing. But until then, you’re forgetting the most important person in your life who loves you even when you don’t want to admit it. And that’s Me, Danny Blondehouse.

with lots of grace and empathy,

Danny from the future

[deoxy--ribose]

i’ve been reading this post over and over again and i just want to say to the Danny from the past:

i love you. i love you so much. you are so worth more than you know.

[deoxy--ribose]

i think these protests are draining me again

[deoxy--ribose]

I really don’t think i’m meant to be loved

[deoxy--ribose]

dear Danny from the past:

you are meant to be loved by those who show it to you. An intimate partner isn’t just the person who you can experience love from. You are not guaranteed a partner and this is something that we’re still processing. But until then, you’re forgetting the most important person in your life who loves you even when you don’t want to admit it. And that’s Me, Danny Blondehouse.

with lots of grace and empathy,

Danny from the future

[deoxy--ribose]

I have such a love/the relationship with myself it’s infuriating.

it gets me everything i want and everything i don’t want.

i will literally never win.

[deoxy--ribose]

reading back on this makes me realize that i can really be so mean to myself. I don’t allow myself to not be perfect and that’s not okay.

[deoxy--ribose]

i haven’t posted anything in a while but i’m here to say that i love myself.

and i think i’m starting to fall in love with myself.

[i-wrotethisforme]

My PIN number to this day is my second grade best friends birthday. There are people I don’t talk to anymore whose families are still in my prayers. There are shirts I wear to bed from exes of 8 years ago who are married now with kids. And I haven’t found a macaroni salad recipe better than my college boyfriend’s moms’. Our lives are made up of so many people and when people become parts of our lives, some parts remain long after they leave. And in the same exact way, it’s comforting to know there are so many lives you’re still a part of that you have no idea about.

[kitty]

AAAAAAAA PLAY WITH SOUND AGAIN OMG MY HEART

[witcheshaven]

my fave

[deoxy--ribose]

i’m so fucking proud of myself. I fucking LOVE me.

[deoxy--ribose]

everyone, including myself, say i deserve someone who values me and cherishes me.

but that doesn’t mean i’ll ever get them nor will they come to me. i’m not entitled to it nor is it guaranteed.

but i feel like i should swallow the idea that i’m going to be alone for the rest of the time i’m alive. because no one wants to romantically invest their energy into me.

[deoxy--ribose]

lol i took souless mortal home and now i feel like shit about it