#lolaraeramirez

[noamichaels-blog]

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Name: Lola RamirezRingtone: Double Bubble Trouble - M.I.A.Picture:

[noamichaels-blog]

slurred words (gonna send this real late)

“Oh, God, funny story, I made a fool of myself first time I saw her,” Noa laughed. “Guess that it isn’t all that funny.” She added with a scratch of her nose. “She is very hot. Like I want to kiss you hot. Like super hot. Annoyingly hot. Also a jerk that hides from her friends, but even as an hermit she if hot. So yeaaah── she seems like a sad girl.”

[dammitjaz]

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I like you || I love you || You’re one of my best friends || You’re like family || You are family || I dislike you || I hate you || I’d kill you if I got the chance || I want you to like me || I’m scared of you || I would adopt you || I’d date you || I’d sleep with you || I’d marry you || I’m worried about you || You confuse me || You’re annoying || I pity you || I respect you || I trust you || I feel protective of you || I’d invite you with me to parties || I’d lend you my money || I’d borrow your money || You’re good-looking || I’m suspicious of you || I’m hiding something from you || You’re fun || You’re boring || I’m upset with you || You’re nice || You’re mean || I’m envious of you || You’re smart || You’re stupid || I look up to you || I think you’re a better person than me || I think I’m a better person than you || I want to apologize to you || I wish I’d never met you || I never want to forget you || I want to get to know you better

[alexxfreitas]

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I like you || I love you || You’re one of my best friends || You’re like family || You are family || I dislike you || I hate you || I’d kill you if I got the chance || I want you to like me || I’m scared of you || I would adopt you || I’d date you || I’d sleep with you || I’d marry you || I’m worried about you || You confuse me || You’re annoying || I pity you || I respect you || I trust you || I feel protective of you || I’d invite you with me to parties || I’d lend you my money || I’d borrow your money || You’re good-looking || I’m suspicious of you || I’m hiding something from you || You’re fun || You’re boring || I’m upset with you || You’re nice || You’re mean || I’m envious of you || You’re smart || You’re stupid || I look up to you || I think you’re a better person than me || I think I’m a better person than you || I want to apologize to you || I wish I’d never met you || I never want to forget you || I want to get to know you better

[austenameliaarchive-blog]

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I like you || I love you || You’re one of my best friends || You’re like family || You are family || I dislike you || I hate you || I’d kill you if I got the chance || I want you to like me || I’m scared of you || I would adopt you || I’d date you || I’d sleep with you || I’d marry you || I’m worried about you || You confuse me || You’re annoying || I pity you || I respect you || I trust you || I feel protective of you || I’d invite you with me to parties || I’d lend you my money || I’d borrow your money || You’re good-looking || I’m suspicious of you || I’m hiding something from you || You’re fun || You’re boring || I’m upset with you || You’re nice || You’re mean || I’m envious of you || You’re smart || You’re stupid || I look up to you || I think you’re a better person than me || I think I’m a better person than you || I want to apologize to you || I wish I’d never met you || I never want to forget you || I want to get to know you better.  

@lolaraeramirez

[dammitjaz]

“Are you going to pick your toppings,” she groaned dramatically, patting her belly. “You're taking forever, Lo! And I'm starving.” Despite her nagging tone, she bit down on her bottom lip. She still couldn't believe Lola was here-- even more everything that had happened between them.

[dammitjaz]

Jasmin wiped her tired eyes. It was late for her-- really late. Not so much for Lola. Drunkenly she pressed the button, video calling her best friend. Somewhat anxoiusly she held out her phone, hoping the girl answered. 

[dammitjaz]

dear lola;; 

So, if you're reading this it obviously means I'm already gone. Call me a coward, or whatever you'd like but I couldn't face you. After everything that's happened these past few weeks, I couldn't. I’ve been so selfish and confused. I’ve never been more indecisive in my entire life. But I am doing what you told me to... I'm finding my happiness. I don't know when or if I'll ever come back to Ashfield. I just know I need to know what else is out there, I need to get away from all of this. You need to know something though... I do love you, Lola. It's so much deeper than I can even put into words. You're so important to me. Don't you know that? I can't not have you in my life. I can't. I won't accept that. I can lose so many things in my life, but not you. I've loved you since I can remember... I didn't even know there was a word for what I felt. Your eyes are still my favorite shade of brown. But timing has never been our friend. When I was sure, you were with someone else. Now there's Blake or was. I'm in love with her, that’s never going to change. Not that it matters because I blew it. And anyway, you're my soulmate. I mean that in the most platonic way. You’re my other half.  It transcends into something really great. You've been there for me in every single way since I can remember. You kicked a kid's ass for picking on me. What a great start to a friendship, huh? I don't think get it gets any better than that. You're the Dawson to my Joey. Or maybe I'm Dawson? Whoever cries more, that’s me because I’m crying now.  Whatever, it's irrelevant, but no matter who comes and goes from our lives, we'll always have each other. I'm sorry that I lost sight of that. But I won't again. I promise. I guess what the point of all this is that I hope you find someone to love again. Someone that can be your everything. Someone that actually has time on their side. You deserve that. You're such a good fucking person, Lola. You're so kind and beautful. And I have been so lucky to call you my best friend for almost twenty years. I just love you, @lolaraeramirez. 

Jaz