#lolwhups

[knightsintodreams]

I often forget ppl can like only one gender like

[dontlistentolyn-blog]

So, spring break began this weekend, and I’m staying for most of it to work on projects and such, and all 4 of the people living in the townhouse we share a porch with [the boy and his 3 roommates] have left. 2 left on Friday, the boy left yesterday, and the 4th left this morning. The last one to leave has a tendency to forget to lock the door, so I tried their door with the harmless intention to just lock it if it was open. The door was in fact not locked, but the moment I stepped inside to lock it, I had a better idea.

For some reason, I prefer it over here. With the inhabitants or not, I just prefer this unit over mine. I feel more like I belong here, I’m not nervous about bothering anyone, I feel like I’m not being a bother when I’m sitting on the couch watching tv, I don’t feel like I’m in the way when I eat at the peninsula... It feels like my home here at school. So, when I came in and felt I belonged, I decided I could house sit. Where’s the harm? The guys here trust me, it’s all cool. 

I casually double checked the guys would be out for sure, and though it won’t last all break [one is coming back tomorrow for less than 12 hours, but I know he will definitely lock the door when he leaves], and I’ve been house-sitting/squatting since around noon. It’s so great.

They had a ton of dishes to do, so with some netflix background I washed them up and put them away. They don’t communicate much about dishes, so they’ll each just assume another of them did them. I’m covered :)

I also decided that I can get away with sleeping in the boy’s bed instead of having to make do on the couch. I’m excited for this, because I’ll get to experience sleeping while smelling his scent for the first time. I’ve dosed on top of his bed before, but that was never fully asleep, and also not quite the same thing.

It’s made nicer by the fact that yesterday the boy and I had a little text conversation that left me 98% confident that he intends to propose to me within the next few months, so this is a future I can safely anticipate. [I’d say it’s likely he’ll do it after he gets a job offer, so he’ll know he can spend the money. If he gets an offer before school is over then I would expect it anytime between then and when we have to move out. If not, Then I think it’ll be the last day we’re together. because the last 2 years we’ve had a thing of on the last day before summer doing something bold - soph year I asked if he wanted to date. junior year he told me he loved me for the first time.] 

It’s weird being here in my pajamas, but I’m excited for my solo sleepover. :) I intend to never tell anyone. You 5 [if all 5 of you read this] will be the only ones.

[knightmysteriolibray]

I think you confused Dash's father with your own, Sniper.

(…*goes back to read previous posts, and then facepalms* Due to me being a dumbass, the previous questions about Dash’s father have been deleted.)

[megamilk]

alyssa i am going to have a mental breakdown

I can't delete stuff on here with my phone

[askherozack]

If you ever got into a homosexual relationship would you adopt or get a girl pregnant through artificial ways so the child is actually yours?

I don't really think I want kids, actually. No where near responsible enough for a kid (or old enough, for that matter!) right now, and there's so much going on in my life that I feel like children would just... take away from that?

I mean maybe one day if I settle down and get married, there'd be a possibility. As for adoption/surrogate, it'd really depend on my spouse. If he (or she, if she's unable to have children of her own) and I found a surrogate we both liked, we'd likely go that route. If my partner wasn't comfortable with the idea, then adoption might be the better choice.

Either way, the child would be "actually ours" - family isn't all about DNA, it's about the feeling that you have when you're together. Angeal, Cloud, Kunsel... they're not related to me, but they're part of my family in my heart.

[comeonandslamandwelcometotheflam]