#lonelyangel

[ari-adne-111]

Also, yes, yes, greenwood and lonelyangel in the New Year's Special, but c!Andy's HOLY MAGIC???? WHY AREN'T WE TALKING MORE ABOUT THAT??? They said they've known holy magic for a WHILE. They USE magic, guys. C!ANDY USES MAGIC. THIS WHOLE TIME THEY'VE BEEN A MAGIC USER. C!Ethan is going to go MAD when he finds out

[emreadsalot]

If anyone are interested, I wrote a fic where c!Andy figures out that c!Ethan is Lonan at the end of the Valentines special

it's still angsty but will get a happier ending than the valentines special had in canon.

Meet me at the tavern (Or don't) by radioreadsalot

[ari-adne-111]

Guys. Guys, guys, guys-

I did not expect to be jumping up and down on my bed and making absolute inhuman noises this lovely Valentine's night..

Fucking Ethan Jace and Andy Galko. The absolute masterminds you both are

[ari-adne-111]

Alright, strap in people, Valentine's special just ended, I'm about to go off about it

First off. The obvious. We got a fucking kiss. A KISS. Not simply a lonelyangel one. We got a C!P4PERANGEL KISS. Which was wild. I was eating my noodle soup, and when it happened, I carefully placed the bowl on the floor so I wouldn't make a mess and started screeching and jumping up and down on my bed. It happened way sooner than I expected it to, but I think the pain that was served alongside it balanced it out.

C!Ethan went for it when c!Andy said "Yes, I'm attracted to you, but *blah blah blah, whatever they said after that*". So, even though we couldn't see his face, I can only assume that when he heard that he had an "oh shit" moment, paused, his brain short-circuited, and he fell apart. Like, he absolutely did. The kiss was an impulse. It wasn't thought through at all. It felt like c!Ethan's willpower and self-control shattered into a million pieces, and the kiss was the result.

In this episode, c!Andy was mean. Yes, c!Ethan was too, but it felt like we saw a whole new side of c!Andy. They brought up something they'd been lightheartedly talking about just minutes earlier simply to attack c!Ethan with it. But, similar to that, they reacted when c!Ethan got pissed at them for "stringing him along". They fought back. About how quickly c!Ethan was moving (see last p4persmp rant, I KNEW what I was talking about) and how he was getting pissed at them while practically doing the same thing. I just loved it generally that c!Andy was mean, as mean as c!Ethan was. I find it important for both their character developments. Maybe mainly c!Ethan's .

Lastly, can we talk c!Rachel?? Andy said, I think in recent stream in London (??), how there was this whole thing they would do about c!Andy getting jealous of c!Rachel, but they never did it for some reason?? Whatever it was, they incorporated it in the storyline this episode. And I am absolutely HERE FOR IT. The dialogue "so, are people like Rachel your type?" "Obviously, that's not my type Andy" fills me with so much emotion, I CANNOT.

Oh, wait, there was another thing.

"Why did he have to kiss me?" "WHY DID HE HAVE TO KISS ME"???? My poor child is confused. So so confused... they make me sad, just to imagine them sitting there, looking off into the distance trying to figure shit out. They said, this episode, OH MY GOD I JUST REMEMBERED THIS, THEY SAID THEY ARE IN LOVE WITH C!ETHAN?? Oh my fuck, I forgot about that. They said "I'm in love with you but-" nope wait, that was c!Ethan. C!Ethan said he was in love with them, they said they were attracted to him. Sorry people, I got confused. Like c!Andy ha ha. Anyway, yes, they said they were attracted to him but that then c!Ethan would do something that just pissed them off so much and that just caused them so so much confusion. Maybe that's the middle they're looking for? That just came to me. The person that's not too nice and not too mean. The perfect balance.

Fuck I loved it

[emreadsalot]

it looks like we MIGHT be getting lonelyangel back in the valentines special on friday

god i hope sooo

i miss lonelyangel :(( im gonna rewatch the new years special soon

[ari-adne-111]

P4perSMP New Year's Special rant ahead;

I LOVED that lonelyangel didn't kiss. I liked that we had that glimpse into what could have been, but we didn't actually see it happen. I feel that it makes the greenwood storyline stronger. Think about it; c!Ethan confesses, c!Andy needs more time. They don't talk it out, they don't interact at all until the masquerade, and even then, they don't know they're interacting. In each of their minds, it's someone else standing across from them, someone else they feel that connection and spark for. If Lonan and Angel had kissed... I feel it would completely dismiss the feelings we know c!Ethan has developed and the feelings c!Andy absolutely has, even if they haven't explicitly said it. What would it say about their feelings if one night in a castle with a mysterious stranger is enough to get them to cast those feelings aside? The fact that Lonan stopped the kiss before it happened shows that c!Ethan's feelings are stronger than he (or even, dare I say, we) expected. He is FALLING. And the lonelyangel storyline strengthens that impression. He could have kissed Angel. He really could've. They explicitly said he could. But he didn't. He didn't want to. There's one single person he wants to kiss, and that's c!Andy. Even if we know Angel and c!Andy are the same person, c!Ethan doesn't. And he doesn't want to kiss someone who isn't c!Andy.

Now, about Angel's point of view, it's a bit more complicated, I'd say. We know c!Andy is struggling more with their feelings. They need more time, they can't face it yet. So, when c!Ethan confesses, they panic. They might have an urge to flee. At the ball, they meet this attractive stranger, and, honestly, the anonymity gives them courage. They tease, they dance, they flirt, because it's safe. No one knows who they are. They themselves don't know who anyone is. They believe they'll never see any of those people ever again. It's quite close to what the Internet is for us. People share more because it's safer, because there's a distance between what is said and its consequences. Part of the reason Angel wants to kiss Lonan is that. It's exciting and thrilling and incredible but safe. Another part of that reason is they need to get c!Ethan out of their head. I think after the confession, they would have a hard time focusing on anything. They got scared and ran away and now they keep thinking of him. And they don't want to because it scares them. So, I believe Lonan was a pleasant distraction, an exciting distraction from the terrifying reality. C!Andy is not ready, but when they will be, we will all be thankful the lonelyangel kiss did not happen. Because the fact it didn't, further proves how the feelings greenwood has for each other can't be just tossed to the side for another more exciting opportunity. It's real and it's deep

I don't consider that episode angst. It was a turning point in greenwood for me and I'm SO excited to see where it goes from here

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[emreadsalot]

so i don’t remember if it was Ethan or Andy who said it but they said that they’re gonna break our hearts on Valentines (i’m assuming it’s with the P4perSMP episode)

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? unrequited c!andy/lonan? i have a feeling that’s what’s going to happen. Especially based off the art they made

And maybe some unrequited c!ethan/c!andy to top it off

But little does c!Andy know that Lonan IS c!ethan and little does c!ethan know that Angel is c!andy

AHHHHH

I actually cannot wait for the episode today

I’m SO excited to see the pre-filmed lore segment as well