!Vent!
I think one of my online friendz hate my gutz..I'm not gonna say who... But I'm scared I might lose a good friend if I keep annoying him. My anxiety rn isn't helping either... I might take a break from here again.
Maybe my online friendz are just pretending to like me because they feel bad. I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. They don't talk to me, I'm always the one to start a conversation with them... I'm not saying itz their fault at all, I would hate me too.
I know this is probably cheesy as hell I just need to get it out.
I just wish ppl talked to me. I'm not focusing anyone to. Itz just that non of my irl friendz talk to me, my parentz don't talk to me, and almost no one talks to me online..
I'M NOT TRYING TO MAKE ANYONE FEEL BAD.. I should have put this shit in my notes app