Dat update thou
--.-- Okay so all this happened so long ago, I don’t even wanna update all da dates yo. --.--
My blog, so much has happened since we last conversed.
Two days ago… Thursday… I went drinking in the closest big city with my friend. It was crazy. It was a really spontaneous move to make… you know just jumping on a bus and going to the city to go clubbing.
I had a good time meeting new people… It was Angelhair mc. Puriton who invited me, so naturally I hung out with him and his friends. It was a little awkward, because I really didn’t talk that much to him. I had told him that I was done with whatever we had had… and it was maybe a little cruel to take him up on his invitation to go drinking… but he offered… and I really couldn’t care less about what he thought it meant. I think he thought it meant that we’d be together… but yeah… that didn’t happen. In fact… the exact opposite happened. I met a guy, a nice and sweet guy who wasn’t afraid of taking what he wanted and didn’t really feel the need to ask permission.
I’m getting ahead of myself here… so to sum it all up: I went clubbing with my friend and Angelhair mc. Puriton. I didn’t really talk to Angelhair mc. Puriton… but his friends apparently thought that we were an item. So I was sat there with them all, and then at some point this girl he knows comes over and just so obviously makes a move on him. She was so drunk and so obvious… and he just gave this very nervous look as if to say ‘I didn’t ask for this’ and I just laughed. If anything I found it funny. My friend wasn’t really one for drinking… she knows about me and Angelhair mc. Puriton, and she spent most of the evening talking to him while I talked to the guy I met.
Well we are now at the interesting part of this tale of too many drinks… when this guy came and sat down at our table with his friends. Let’s call this guy SmilesandSixpacks (I have stalked his facebook pictures and yes… the boy really has a sixpack)
Getting ahead again: so SmilesandSixpacks comes and sits down with us, and I immediately befriend his friends… they are awesome and funny people and I am included in their plan of getting SmilesandSixpacks really fucking hammered… he apparently never gets that drunk. My friend and I completely let the desperate girl have Angelhair mc. Puriton and we start getting this new guy drunk… I was amazed at how easily and effortlessly I clicked with this guy… it was like the conversation just had a natural flow… like there was no hurry. We talked about this and that and well when the time came where Angelhair mc. Puriton decided we’d move on I invited him to come with us, he was very happy and followed us instantly.
We stayed at the new place for a little before we moved on to the next, I had SmilesandSixpacks with me at every place… and right before we entered the next bar I gestured for him to follow me down to the bathrooms. We only had a few seconds to ourselves and he really didn’t ask before he just lightly pushed me against the nearest wall and kissed me. It was so nice and refreshing that he could just take initiative like that.
So the night goes on and we get more and more comfortable with each other… I ask him if he’s smoked weed before and he tells me yes… I guess I am glad that he was honest and well I am happy that he’s tried a few things there because it would really suck for me if he was totally strict about smoking weed when I’ve done it a few times now and liked it. don’t worry he hasn’t tried anything other than weed and cigarettes… which is good too. Like I don’t want to get involved with a guy who’s done hard drugs.
I in my drunkenness told him about the pot, the hash the shrooms and my being a bit gay sometimes… I told him about Anna2 well I just told him I’d had sex with her… no need to tell him about the whole threesome with a teacher part… no need for that…
So time pretty much blurs and I don’t know in what order things happened after that (yes I was drunk out of my mind) Angelhair mc. Puriton left to go home, I danced with SmilesandSixpacks, I snogged with SmilesandSixpacks… and then I met a girl from my boarding school (this girl deserves a blog post of her own because of how much she has influenced my life, she was my first kiss, first snog and first girl crush, we have a history of snogging with each other every time we get drunk near one another)
So naturally I snogged this girl, like we always do, Smilesandsixpacks didn’t seem to mind at all, in fact I think he liked it a lot.
My friend however thought it was very weird and unnecessary, I don’t know… she seemed very offended by it. but everyone else liked it, I liked it and the girl I snogged really liked it, she said that she had missed me and really still liked me… I mean if everyone else didn’t mind… it shouldn’t really matter that nolongerlonghair hated it, like fuck that, and fuck her for being so narrow minded. I mean it’s not like we had sex right there in front of her… we just danced and made out like worn out drunk lesbians… well at some point Smilesandsixpacks goes outside to smoke a bit, and when I ask nolongerlonghair if she has seen him, she just looks at me and says that he saw it all (meaning me and the girl snogging) and that he was so angry and hurt that he left. I was very sad about that, y’know the drunkenness is like making a bigger deal out of everything, so I was very sad and went out to find him and apologize. Well I did find him, outside smoking with his friends…. So I asked him if he was alright and if he was mad at me. he looked at me confused and I told him what nolongerlonghair had told me, and he laughed at me.
So apparently he was 100% fine with that, and he had apparently snogged his best mate to make me understand, but I don’t remember that (and I regret not remembering that so much right now… would’ve been hot as hell)
--- can I just take a moment to say that I am not wearing underwear as I am writing this naked in my bed… yeah I know too much information right?? Hah! Deal with it hun!----
So I found a guy who was as relaxed about snogging as I was, it was definitely a plus. The night pretty much goes slow after that… like we crash at a friend’s place as an afterparty. I snog a little more with the girl and then Smilesandsixpacks. So… yeah that was that night. I mean at some point nolongerlonghair gets me to a bus and makes sure we get home alright.
So we will continue this epic tale in the next blog… because now comes the time of nearly falling in love with Smilesandsixpacks and falling out of it again to where I am now… in a weird state of liking him and not wanting to be near him… damn this I complicated shit ya know.
(All I know is that I find myself being constantly horny in these days… like what!? Never tried that before… am I becoming a guy? These days I constantly flirt with people, sending smiles to everyone… you know the kind of smiles that just say “yeah I’d take your dick if want to” and it’s not only guys… I like flash that smile to everyone.. even old nasty men… what is wrong with me!? )