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blog#1: happy new year!!
so first of all, i want to greet whoever will read this a advance happy new year!! it has been a rollercoaster ride of a year to me, had many ups and downs, cried a lot this year— which is very suprising by the way, because i'm not a very expressive person. i intend to keep everything to myself, but i think i already changed that attitude.
okay so in a few days, this year will already end, and i made my tumblr account for almost 2 or 3 years already (i really can't remember lol) but i'm not a active user even now. so i thought of challenging myself, i want to make my account like my diary. i don't have to keep posting daily but at least once a week. i don't really care if anyone will read this or not but i just want to express myself more and i think this is one of the things to do to be able to achieve that.
i also want to share that this coming april 2018, your girl already leaving high school because me is going to college!! (i don't know if i should be really happy or not lol) yes yes, i'm really excited and nervous at the same time because it will be like a whole new (world lol) environment to me, like i don't know anyone and i'm like going to zero all over again, and may i add that i'm not a sociable person. i mean, i'm friendly and everything but i'm really awkward (just a heads up to my future classmates lol).
i just want to have a great and productive year and i hope i can accomplish everything i want to do without hesitations and everything. lastly, i just want my guardian angel to guide and he or she can smack the back of head when i'm doing something stupid lol.
well, that's it for now. byeya! 💛
123017 ; 9:57pm
Thank you because if not for you, I wouldn’t appreciate and realize God’s perfect plan for me. I learned through you that there’s no need to rush because honestly, I’m not yet very ready to commit and God knows that. God redirected me because He knows I still have many things to learn and I need to grow first as a person before I need to commit to someone. Thank you because I also learned how to be calm and understanding despite all the wrong doings you’ve done towards me, I’ve become more mature on how I look at things on the brighter side and you also taught me how to accept things as they are. There have been a lot of maybe-s:
Maybe it’s not yet the right time for us that’s why we should go back as friends.
Maybe we’re meant to be but not now. Someday.
Maybe this is just a trial for the both of us to teach us how to be stronger.
Maybe …. just maybe…
Thinking those possibilities made me realize that I’m afraid to lose you, but no matter how hard I try, I know this isn’t right. I need to let go of you, I need to let go of those possibilities and let God’s will be done. It may hurt at first but I know too well that this is just the right thing to do not only for me, but also for you. You need to grow as a person too and I can see that you are lacking in many aspects yet. Funny how I sometimes think that I want to grow as a person with you, but no, it was just a thought and I know that’s impossible because I understand that we need to grow apart first. If we’re meant to be, then nothing can stop us in the future, but if not then let it be.
I have a lot of things to thank you so to continue…
Thank you because you somehow made me feel important. Thank you because you made me smile multiple times. Thank you because you used to be my stress reliever. Thank you because you reminded me of what it feels like to have butterflies in my stomach again. Thank you because you trusted me with your problems (thankyou also because you said I was the only person you have opened up random things about your personal life and that meant a lot to me, you showed me how trustworthy I am as a person.) Thank you because you made my 2017 brighter and sadder lol balance! Thank you because you shared with me your nieces and dogs and that made me super happy and gigil!!! Thank you for your support. Thank you for the funny things you said that made me laugh. Thank you because you used to be my reminder to eat meals 3 times a day. Thank you for making me feel helpful lol because I was able to help you in so many ways. Thank you because you made me realize my own worth. Thank you for taking me for granted because I learned to love myself more. Thank you for not holding on to me because it made sense to me that these are just illusions and I need to wake up now. Thank you for teaching me that some people can bring you so much happiness and would take that happiness from you in just a snap. Thank you for teaching me how to be patient in waiting for the right time, right person, and right place. Thank you for making me realize what I deserve and what I don't. Thank you...super thank you.
Of course there were times wherein I get angry for the things that you said and done, but I can’t really hate you for that. I don’t know, this may sound corny but there’s just something about you that always make my heart soft even when you don’t deserve to get that kind of treatment from me. My friends hate you already and I can’t blame them.
Anyway, I said this multiple times already: Ayoko na. Indi na ko. Tama na. Indi nako makipag chat pa simo. But I always end up replying and still enjoying chitchatting with you. Don’t worry, I’m now under control and I remind myself every second, every minute, every hour of everyday that we converse that WE ARE FRIENDS. There were times wherein I can’t stop myself from saying I miss you’s and I love you’s but this time, I’m certain that I can’t repeat those words again to you because I’m so done with you.
“Hidlaw man ko simo bah” “Imissyou” “Iloveyou” — you say these things to me, but those are just merely words because I can’t really feel the essence of these messages. Maybe you just need someone to stay by your side while fishing for your girls, maybe you’re just playing with my feelings, maybe you don’t really want me in your life and at the same time you don’t want me to leave, and there are a lot of maybes.
This time, I’m done. I want us to be simply friends. Just friends. No feelings involved—idk about you but my feelings are now slowly fading. Although you said just a while ago “hidlaw man ta simo bha hahaha galing mapalayo ka na bi” and that somehow hurt my heart but I’m doing this for me—FOR ME because that’s what I deserve. I may not be always there for you but I will be there when your days are darker. I promised I won’t leave, but I guess that promise was meant to be broken. Sorry not sorry and thankyou.
This has been a long post for you and this time I’m ready to say goodbye. I want a fresh start. Have a good 2018! God bless you.
Hoy tabachoy nakakainis ka! Sabi ko naman sayo diba? Kahit anong mangyari mahal kita at mamahalin kita? Wala naman akong pake sa pagkamaarte mo (kase cute naman minsan 😂😂) tsaka kahit nakakainis ka alam mo namang iintindihin kita kasi diba mas mahalaga ka kaysa sa ego ko? Ganun kita kamahal babe e, di ko alam kung anong brand ng gayuma ginamit mo pero sobrang epektib pramis. Thank you din babe kasi kahit madaming nagkakagusto sayo ako pa din yung pinili mong magpasaya sayo, di ko sasayangin yung chance na binigay mo. At last, sobrang thank you kasi tinanggap mo pa rin ako at natitiis mo yung pagkamanyak ko (na sobrang minsan lang naman 😂). Ayun, I love you MY FULLNAME+HIS SURNAME ❤
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내 동생의 한국에서 첫번째 봄. 하지만 동생이 직장에서 바쁜 때문에 봄 시즌을 보낼 시간이 없어. 그래서 어제 내 동생은 첫 번째의 벚꽃 나무를 볼 때 사진 직었어. 여기 왔어 내 아이 같이 보고,돈도 벌고,많이 힘들고,재미있는고도 없고. 아이고. 매일 매일 너무 고생했어. 언니가 당신이 주셔서 감사합니다. 우리 가족도 필리핀에서 당신에게 감사했다. 사랑한다 동생. #longmessage #firstspring #cherryblossom (at 제주대학교병원)
I may have known @aldenrichards02 ever since day 1 (when he started showbiz) but the past 5 months was extra special. For these few months, I haven't only known him through television but was fortunate enough to have known him personally (as a fan). Yes, Alden Richards, as what most people say especially the ones who are close to him, is a very fine, humble and kind man. I never disagreed on this fact, never even doubted if it was true or not. But I tell you, HE IS REALLY REALLY A KIND-HEARTED MAN. I may be just repeating it, but no, I'm just stating and emphasizing the fact that I really did feel and see how kind this person is. He doesn't think of his own sake. He is so selfless. He thinks of the happiness of others. He doesn't even want people to see if he's already tired or irritated or just plainly not in the mood just like regular people feel at some time. He never complains. Just, wow! And to all the bashing or negative comments he is getting, dont worry, he doesnt mind. :) It makes him stronger, even. To alden, thank you for welcoming us into your heart. Thank you because God made you an instrument of inspiration and role model. Stay just the same "Alden" or "RJ". You may not notice it (im sure you don't) but A LOT of people love you and will be there for you. And for all the blessings you are receiving and will still be receiving, make sure that you will also be a blessing to others. Smile and God bless you! #longmessage #ALDENatics #aldenpamore #aldenrichards #imAFan #tumblrpost #blogpost
I may have known @aldenrichards02 ever since day 1 (when he started showbiz) but the past 5 months was extra special. For these few months, I haven't only known him through television but was fortunate enough to have known him personally (as a fan). Yes, Alden Richards, as what most people say especially the ones who are close to him, is a very fine, humble and kind man. I never disagreed on this fact, never even doubted if it was true or not. But I tell you, HE IS REALLY REALLY A KIND-HEARTED MAN. I may be just repeating it, but no, I'm just stating and emphasizing the fact that I really did feel and see how kind this person is. He doesn't think of his own sake. He is so selfless. He thinks of the happiness of others. He doesn't even want people to see if he's already tired or irritated or just plainly not in the mood just like regular people feel at some time. He never complains. Just, wow! And to all the bashing or negative comments he is getting, dont worry, he doesnt mind. :) It makes him stronger, even. To alden, thank you for welcoming us into your heart. Thank you because God made you an instrument of inspiration and role model. Stay just the same "Alden" or "RJ". You may not notice it (im sure you don't) but A LOT of people love you and will be there for you. And for all the blessings you are receiving and will still be receiving, make sure that you will also be a blessing to others. Smile and God bless you! #longmessage #ALDENatics #aldenpamore #aldenrichards #imAFan #tumblrpost #blogpost