listening to rebecca sugars new album about art school and trying not to cry at work bc i’d give anything for that to have been my life
no matter how hard the world tries to beat it out of me, no matter how badly the odds might be stacked against me,
i’ll never stop creating
i’ll never lose my passion for storytelling
still….. a part of me can’t help but mourn the life i could have had if i had been born in a more progressive state, came from money or artists, had the support and encouragement i needed from the start, the funds to finance my aspirations.
it’s a grief i fear i’ll never be able to shake; its cold grip will slowly hollow me out if i don’t tend to that creative ache within my soul













