Once you get this, list 5 things that make you happy and then put this in the ask of 10 people who reblogged from you last. :)
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1) Brushing my teethI know this one is pretty weird but it makes me really happy to be able to brush my teeth. I’m not a huge teeth brushing addict, but after I brush, floss, and then use mouthwash, I feel a lot happier. My mouth has been itching with pollen lately. You know, because of allergies. Brushing my teeth makes it feel ten times cleaner, too! I’m so weird :’|
2) NEMO’S MESSAGESYou seriously don’t know how much it makes me really happy to obtain ANY type of message from Nemo (which is you, of course but if it wasn’t you who sent this, the answer is the same). Whether it’s about something terrible or just chilling out, I literally become sO happy to recieve any kind of message! If my day just kinda sucks, all Nemo has to do is breathe letters to me and my day’s complete! Don’t worry, I don’t depend on you too much XD Hope Nemo gets her projects and stuff done so she can spend more time being the awesome person she is :D (Also I just noticed that you replied from the other thing??? WHY DIDN’T TUMBLR NOTIFY ME)
3) Fan artsI don’t get too much of it, but when people have come by my stuff and draw my OCs, I am EXTREMELY happy! Of course, who wouldn’t? Every creator enjoys fan art and I’m just one of the many that enjoy it!
4) Palmistry and Astrology You know the stuff where you look at people’s hands and get to know someone? The astrology in which the day you were born defines you? I love to getting to know people using this sort of stuff! (Which is also why I experimented with some of you with the entire hand-writing thing!) I can go in really deep conversations just about palmistry and astrology. I’m no big expert at it, but I seriously am in love with the information I obtain from it. If I ask you a lot, or experiment these sort of things with you, consider yourself really liked by me. I don’t go up to random people and say, “Hey what’s your birthday? Can I look at your hands?” I only ask people I want to get to know more about, and it makes me very happy to know someone at least a little better. (But I’m still open to people coming by to ask! It makes me happy to know anything!)
5) Spiritual thingsAnything spiritual is really informative. As a few people may know, my religion is shamanism, and it deals a lot with spirits. To most people, it doesn’t affect them. People born in my religion are... in my own words, “cursed.” Because no matter how far we want to run from it, we really can’t. Which is why we don’t frick around when it comes to “ghosts.” People not in the religion are lucky. At least I think so. Though I don’t really like it, it’s still interesting to me none the less, and makes me happier to know what’s going on around me.
An example that made me happy to understand: I know some people were around when I tweeted about “getting sat on.” In English, it’s called “Sleep Paralysis.” I’ll have you know that people in the religion I’m in rarely “Sat on.” It usually happens to really cruel people, weak people, and/or pure people. If you sleep on your back with both hands on the side, it’s the position that allows a spirit to sit on you. It was around Christmas time this happened to me, when I was being weak about... well, let’s just say, family. Mostly my mother. Fell asleep in that way and when I woke up, I couldn’t really open my eyes. In this state, or what you call sleep paralysis, you can’t move. The odd thing was, though, I was fully conscious that I was awake. There was this very loud ringing going around in my ears and I couldn’t move. I did freak out, but I couldn’t move anything because everything felt heavy. I was lucky enough my laptop was still playing music, though! Cell Block Tango began and I usually sing along when the lady says, “Six.” I managed to say “Six” with the lady out of habit, and it snapped me out of it. My eyes shot open and I couldn’t go back to sleep. I told my sisters I thought I was sat on, and they told my mom.
About a month-two months ago, I had a necklace that always dangled over my bed to “protect” me from bad spirits because of the weird stuff happening since then. I stayed up one night and tried to lay in bed with my lights out. I saw a moth flying around, and this was the time I kept getting these strange, itchy bumps all over my body. I assumed it was the moth that kept leaving these strange allergic reactions to my body and slowly got up, grabbed a notebook, and swatted the moth to the wall. I felt like it was dead and so I turned on the lights. But when I tried to find the moth’s body to dispose of it, I couldn’t find it. It wasn’t on the wall, or on the notebook I used either. I was like... “ok. alright. maybe I’ll just sleep it off. Whatever. Then I noticed the necklace that hung over my bed (which is supposed to protect me from bad spirits) was swinging right to left like crazy. I was certain it never swung like that... EVER. And I was like “????” I was kind of scared so I left to go to the bathroom really quick and then came back. It seriously stopped swinging. When I got on my bed, it started swinging again, except it was with less vigor. I was scared, and called my sister, who was now married around this time, and told her what happened. When I called her, it would stop swinging. We quickly talked and she said if I needed anything after this, call her back and she said she would do what she could. We hung up and it began swinging again and so i called her, almost crying. She told me to put her on speaker and she chanted for the spirit to leave me alone and that it was bothering me. The swinging did not stop entirely, but it was just very little bits of swinging. When she was chanting, though, I almost cried. But the reason was undefined. I didn’t feel relieved that I had to cry. I actually felt a little sad when she did that, but I didn’t know why.
The next day, my sister told my mom. My dad did a spiritual calling to get the spirit to leave me alone because too many weird things were going on with me. That night, my mom told me what my dad told her: it was my deceased older brother who was messing with me. She said he was only teasing, trying to play around. I literally almost cried, but mind you, I know nothing of my older brother except that he killed himself. I knew nothing about him as a kid, either, because my parents were divorced when I was three and my biological dad took all the boys with him. My mom tied a string on my hand and chanted for spirits to leave me alone. I became so happy to know it was my brother, because around those times I saw all these things, were the times I felt the most lonely. I felt extremely lonely and it rang a bell a few days later that he was trying to cheer me up. I wept like a baby the night that thought came into my head. But I was also so goddamn happy to know that I wasn’t alone. He’s here with me and that’s the nicest thing that anyone’s done for me when I was so lonely.
Sorry for the long story, but when you find out what happening in your surroundings, you can be so happy because you know what’s going on and why it’s happening. So I’ve come to like it, even though it’s the scariest shit to go through. It makes me happy. so yeah.
Thanks so much for sending this to me! I don’t usually do chain letters, but I’ll do it anyways!
That was the best answer to sexuality i've ever seen
I don't even pretend to know and I'm not going to agonize over it when I've only lived like 1/5 of my life, honestly what kind of life experience is that? I dunno what different thing I'll see tomorrow and I'm not going to close off possibilities when I know so little about myself related to that sort of thing
lonlynemo replied to your post:mikiriandmokoro replied to your post:What takes...
video games?
That's a thought. I'd have to hook up my PS2 if I wanted to do any console gaming...I could play something on my computer. I'd need to look for something new though since I just finished Space Funeral.
